Hash, Bud, Mush repeat

I couldn’t believe how much I have changed from where I used to be to where I am now. I never thought the prophet Jesus, was going to be my be it end all. But that’s all it was really. Accepting who I am. And Living with a fact, that nobody’s perfect.

I never thought I was gonna be in a position where. I did not desire to have sex. I never thought I was going to be in a position where, survival of Free men depended on my, Freedom, but I guess, that’s what it’s like when you get older, you repent, you ask to be forgiven, you pray, you atone, you reflect, you try to find the best life for yourself. But you keep it in stride. You pray for those that have died, and you hope to never end up there. on that glorious day, you hope, that in the very least, you go to heaven.

I guess this is what I’ve found out. If you really want to improve your life and you’re poor, you need a lot of quiet. If you really want a partner, make sure she’s 100% compatible not 99.9%. And lastly, because of all the souls that have been saved by prayers that I have made, I’m going to stick with the game plan. Although apropos In my youth years, as an adult, the things I played with when I was a boy have changed. I’m really disappointed. I wanted what she was having, but there’s nothing I can do, I have to be the change I seek in the world or there’s not going to be one.

I guess what I’m trying to say is, I never thought I would be in a situation where my eyes were bigger than my plate. But I’m here now. I realize there are a lot of implications, that I otherwise would have thrown to the wind. But it’s virtually pointless to waste time now. I have a goal and I’m going to keep it. I realize the situations I find myself in. Granted, Lord with us, There are better and boulder ways to live. But I really am finding peace with the person I have become. I realize not many people do. I realize I am changing the world, But I also realize we all change the world. I think it’s a lot better that I share this with you all because, it’s easy to find a beautiful woman and be with her. But when it comes down to what you really want sometimes, if you do not have money. And the conditions are not right. You might not want, What are you otherwise thought you would.

So I realized through trial and error, What I really want in this life. I realize I can have anything I want. I realize that you’re supposed to want that. But I also realize with great great responsibility. I am so grateful to everyone who helped me and the power struggle that was happening for no apparent reason. Between me and A hush-hush situation that was well out of hand. I’m thankful for every bit of freedom, And understanding, There is not 1 ounce of that power struggle in my life any longer. The only issue that I have is, I was in the situation for so very long. Things have changed since 2018. I mean, when it comes down to the dating game. My sexual needs of changed. I’m not the fuck every day I used to be. I’m getting older. And because some of my friends have died, Life has taken on new meaning.

I’m free, of everything, women, men, tyranny, everything and everyone.
Everclear.
I Stand beside the ocean 🌊 and watch the world die.

So I balked a little bit and I tried messaging this chick again. Gawd times of war and peace, I forgot she was married to the game a certain way. And the dude she used to be with was presented to the table. I hade to dip off. ~ Dag ~

I finally visited Springfield. Awesome

So now I’m free but like. We’re in a new stage.

Blessings to all friends!

Praying for you.

I mean, yes, there’s the real nitty-gritty, when sadness smothers us. But there are aspects of life that can’t really be explained any other way I mean, yes, each of us hold a key, yes, any one of us can be a great change, but it doesn’t have to be just one of us, it doesn’t have to be one man’s Sion, when we are all this, Catholic. This Christian, this Jew, preventing people from becoming peoples and folks, and respecting people, but not getting carried away. I realize there are problems but there’s a difference between someone that’s faking it and someone that genuinely needs help..

And you’ll see a person like me again, and again, assuming their life for them. Helping them turn back to faith.

And at the end of all of that, what rule their spiritual offering to their profit be?
Let’s hope God stays on their hearts and on their minds at all times, especially during decision making process that could spell there ‘defeat’ as well

So, just keep making it difficult, just keep making a technological, and at the end of that you’ll see that each one of those technocratic pieces of dirt we’re all members of a faith at one point in time

Can you get some of the craziest things there could ever be, is the way spiritual faith protects the individual, and by that I mean the way spiritual faith chooses to hide each of us individually. No, there is no reason alone why face briefly touches on the surface of human existence to con substantiate our existence, and no no human will ever be able to control aspects of faith that God himself utilizes. in his summation of us people and no Scientology is not a bit and I’ll answer to all things and no any persons fears should not spell disaster for themselves, or any other person.
But that’s just interpretation. God is beyond all that above all that.