So I realized through trial and error, What I really want in this life. I realize I can have anything I want. I realize that you’re supposed to want that. But I also realize with great great responsibility. I am so grateful to everyone who helped me and the power struggle that was happening for no apparent reason. Between me and A hush-hush situation that was well out of hand. I’m thankful for every bit of freedom, And understanding, There is not 1 ounce of that power struggle in my life any longer. The only issue that I have is, I was in the situation for so very long. Things have changed since 2018. I mean, when it comes down to the dating game. My sexual needs of changed. I’m not the fuck every day I used to be. I’m getting older. And because some of my friends have died, Life has taken on new meaning.