I guess what I’m trying to say is, I never thought I would be in a situation where my eyes were bigger than my plate. But I’m here now. I realize there are a lot of implications, that I otherwise would have thrown to the wind. But it’s virtually pointless to waste time now. I have a goal and I’m going to keep it. I realize the situations I find myself in. Granted, Lord with us, There are better and boulder ways to live. But I really am finding peace with the person I have become. I realize not many people do. I realize I am changing the world, But I also realize we all change the world. I think it’s a lot better that I share this with you all because, it’s easy to find a beautiful woman and be with her. But when it comes down to what you really want sometimes, if you do not have money. And the conditions are not right. You might not want, What are you otherwise thought you would.