I sit and write about my past hoping to sell my story to the world and as I start to close my eyes to keep my head from hurting I see her body start to take form and she looks so warm I think about how we used to stand so close I though that we'd never be left without somebody but that was so long ago that I seem to have forgot that it's not really so anymore because things have changed and now I miss her more and I don't know how to stop the tears from falling down as I raise my voice and I start to yell why id she have to die before me and the only words that can keep me from losing control are the ones that say maybe it's because she would have been more lonely had it been me that passed before her eyes that sad and lonely day way back in the end of our happy dream of marrying and raising a family, but why does it have to be me I still cry, why was I denied, why was I denied, I'm trying hard not to cry I just can not hide all the hurt I feel inside as I continue to write down the words of our love affair

It's getting dark outside, I feel dark inside, I hope it equals out, I can feel myself getting worse everyday, I feel like I'm slipping away, I feel like I'm slipping into outer space, I'm leaving this place, I've been put out of just about every where, I've got to be somewhere, sometimes I just don't know where, I look around and the emptiness, takes me prisoner, It takes me to some place far away, It takes the place of someone far away, It takes the place of me, It takes away my memories and leaves me in fantasy somewhere I don't want to be, I don't want to be, somewhere I don't want to be, I don't want to me somewhere I don't want to be, I don't want to be, I don't want to be, somewhere I don't want to be, somewhere, somewhere, somewhere, somewhere, somewhere, I got to be, I got to be, I got to be, somebody somewhere, I'm some where, I got to be somewhere, I'm somebody somewhere, I'm somebody somewhere, I'm somebody somewhere, I got to be somebody somewhere, I can see the light in outer space, outer space

I spend everyday trying to keep myself from falling off the deep end into the emptiness, but still I wonder if it wouldn't be better if I just ley myself fall, my backs up against it, I can feel them getting closer every moment, I can't hide, I've no where to go, I try to fight it, I can't deny it, I'm moving closer to the edge, I'm calling out for help, I'm going blind, I'm going deaf, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling, I'm falling, When I awake, I feel strange, I'm rearranged, I feel as though I've been given another chance, another chance to do it all over again, I'm going through it again, I'm finding it harder to resist, I don't want to fall, I can't stop it at all, I'm getting near to the end, I'm trying to reach out, I'm trying to hold on, It won't be long, Until I'm falling again, I'm falling again, I'm falling again, I'm falling again, I wake up, I start to shout, I'm only human, I'm only human, I'm only human, I'm only human, but I'm starting to change, I'm starting to change, It's all over