Well another day goes by with little improvement. Gets very lonely around here. Never hear from my son or family members except my Father. Only have my 2 cats as company. If it wasn't for them I most likely wouldn't be alive. Don't really have a reason to be alive. I am just tired of living and am ready to move on to another dimension.I love my family very much and miss my son terribly but he now has his own life and is very happy and he doesn't need me anymore. I did my job and raised him right and I am very proud of him. I have nothing else to do on this world and am ready to go. I wouldn't hurt myself or do anything stupid. I wouldn't do that to my family. I love them too much. This world is slowly falling apart and people don't see that. They fight each other,kill each other,pollute the land and waters and just don't care. It kills me every time I see a child is hurt or killed by some idiots. I will end by saying WHAT THE HELL IS THE MATTER WITH PEOPLE? WHERE IS THE LOVE AND CARING IN THIS WORLD?