Well another day goes by with little improvement. Gets very lonely around here. Never hear from my son or family members except my Father. Only have my 2 cats as company. If it wasn't for them I most likely wouldn't be alive. Don't really have a reason to be alive. I am just tired of living and am ready to move on to another dimension.I love my family very much and miss my son terribly but he now has his own life and is very happy and he doesn't need me anymore. I did my job and raised him right and I am very proud of him. I have nothing else to do on this world and am ready to go. I wouldn't hurt myself or do anything stupid. I wouldn't do that to my family. I love them too much. This world is slowly falling apart and people don't see that. They fight each other,kill each other,pollute the land and waters and just don't care. It kills me every time I see a child is hurt or killed by some idiots. I will end by saying WHAT THE HELL IS THE MATTER WITH PEOPLE? WHERE IS THE LOVE AND CARING IN THIS WORLD?

Haven't been on this sight for awhile.Facebook is getting too slow and this sight is better. Alot has happened since last time here. Lost alot of weight because am fighting to stop diabetes . Plus have very little food. Not alot of money left after paying rent and bills. Food banks don't give alot to older single people. My dream is to have a house full of food and a home with no stairs. I have degenerative joint disease in my spine,hips and knees and sometimes it gets too hard to climb those stairs. Now I may need to have my hip replacement replaced because of the trouble its giving me. It really is the pits getting older. I used to walk everywhere and loved it. Now I never know when my knee may go out on me. To all young people out there, take care of yourselves and do the right things to stay healthy. Okay enough complaining. Its good to be back. This is the only place I could find to vent some steam off and I really missed that. You all take care and spread the love and peace this poor world needs.