Oh how wonderful!!! I never thought that life was meant to be this free.  I had to go to prison to get set free.  Free on the inside.  Really, stop, tune all of the cares of this life out for one moment and ponder within yourself; Is the direction I am moving in getting me anywhere?  Am I still searching for something I can't find?  Does it seem like there is a vacuum inside of your inner man that cannot be quenched.  Constantly trying to fill the emptiness with materials, drugs, love?  Lets get real with ourselves.  It is time we stop believing the lies in our heads and stop running from the truth.  Come to the Savior.  And you shall know the truth and the truth shall set you free.  Jesus loves you, and has a plan for your life.  Redemption, love, hope, freedom.  We all crave it but are too much afraid to accept the yearning of our hearts for God.  Put away self and receive Christ now.  For the kingdom of God is at hand.  Be blessed beloved.

Good morning everyone.  Feeling hopeless today read the story of the prodigal son in Luke 15:11-32.  This is what God wants to do with you.  He wants to restore you to complete authority, fellowship, and blessings by calling you a son.  How cool to call God your Father.  Who will love greater than any earthly father would.  Sonship, adoption into God's very own family.  1John 3:1-3; "1See what kind of love the Father has given to us, that we should be called children of God; and so we are. The reason why the world does not know us is that it did not know him. 2Beloved, we are God’s children now, and what we will be has not yet appeared; but we know that when he appears we shall be like him, because we shall see him as he is. 3And everyone who thus hopes in him purifies himself as he is pure."  It is time we really examine our lives and realize just how empty our lives have become without Christ.  Have a little faith beloved.  I love you all so much and am here for anyone who needs me.  God bless you all.

God is only good.  Bless His holy name.  Yesterday I applied to a Christian University to become a Pastor.  Who say's God is not real.  God has truly set me free.  I did not know that life could be so amazing.  Fill that void in your heart with the Lord Jesus Christ.  Until then there can only be vanity in ones life.  See without a relationship with God life has no meaning or purpose.  Purpose is found on the One who created you and loves you more than the mind can fathom.  Find out your purpose and gain true meaning to your life.  So you can say with me that you are the righteousness of God through the atoning sacrifice of His Son Jesus Christ.  Step out of the boat of fear and walk on the sea of faith.  My prayer for everyone that reads this is that God may bless you and keep you.  Deliver you from the perils of this corrupt system we call life unto everlasting fellowship with your creator.  John 3:16; For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son,  He gave His so yours could be spared. Amen

Good afternoon everyone and God bless you.

To sum it up Proverbs 13:12 “Hope deferred makes the heart sick, but a desire fulfilled is a tree of life.”(ESV)  Hope is an expectation, deferred means removed.  So then we may rightly say that a removed expectation will make the heart sick.  If our expectation is in things or people that can be removed then our heart remains sick, and if our expectation is in Christ Who cannot be removed then our hearts will be made well (whole).  When my hope shifted to Christ in complete surrender my heart was healed.  I received justification by faith with complete forgiveness, after that the addiction and depression had to go.  I am redeemed!!!!! Glory Hallelujah!!!!

If God has made us in His image, and after His likeness.  Then it would be fitting for us to ask the Father in Jesus name to show us His image and to reveal to us His likeness that we may behold Him in a wonderous way.  As I believe it would also reveal who we really are in light of Him who created us and what intimcy we were to have with Him.  I know it would surely help me to see how much I am really loved despite how I feel about it.  Oh how I love Thee, Lord God Almighty.  Show me Thy Glory in the name of Jesus.

One thing about my addiction and 2 things for sure, that all it ever brought me was stress in this world.  A lonely affliction with nothing but hate and depravity, so crazy that I felt my soul escaping me.  I was so tired of living a life with no desire, so I surrendered control and now I am filled with Holy Fire.  And what's next, oh it's an everlasting hope, no longer bound by chains from all this worthless dope.  Now I am kept by faith in God's power, all the way till He calls me home in the last hour.  Thank You Lord for the vision if the Church, I have the Holy Spirit dwelling in me there is no reason to rehearse.  I walk by faith and not by sight, only moving up unto the next height.