PART#} because if it can always get worse then it must mean it can always get better too. So here I am dangling by a thread in the middle off my cracked Universe trying to sew it back together and I know even if I succeed it can never be what it once was , the way it was when the weight of the world got to big and heavy for me to carry alone so when Sean left I got so heavy & that is the point in space time when my Universe cracked in two.For a long time I just floated in this space until I found this thread of hope that it can get better so I am sewing a new Universe that GOD willing will be much better than the one I came from that was always painful  in so many ways, now my new Universe will be happy & never lonely,that is what I'm trying to sew together with this thread GOD gave me.I will be so happy when I have sewn a new Universe full of love warmth happiness where loneliness never existed.Until then I pray and I sew with my thread of hope to fix my life. Pray for me please,I need all the prayers I can