feeling incredibly high rn. maybe its bc im at the top of my school and im about to jump or maybe im just really fucking stoned. march 5th cant come soon enough. fuck i already have the noose tied and my epitaph wrote write wrotitien. if i cower out ill kill myself out of shame instead of misery. oh boy that would be a show. if it comes down to it and i have to kill myself out of shame and spite, then i will park a 50 cal. bullet right in my cranium. chicken wings were good at lunch. stay fierce xoxo