God i miss you .. being back here, in this town...its so strange that i cant just go meet up with you. Even after all these years. You'd think I'd be used to it by now! I guess I never will be. A few months ago I came here to visit some friends, and I stopped to get some gas. While I was there I recognized someone and i knew that i only new them threw you... i dont know why but i panicked.. i hurried myself up and got out of there as quickly as i could! About a mile down the road i pulled over and burst into tears... i dont know what i was so afraid of if they had seen me... i mean really whats the worst that could have happened? We would have talked about how amazing you were and how much you are missed every day?.... i guess what i was so afraid of wasnt them seeing me at all ... it was just being one step closer to me dealing with the fact that you are REALLY gone and i will never get to laugh with you again... i will never get one more big bear mo hug... Jeffery when i was younger i never truly understoo
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