I just came back from a California friendship camp. I met my two second cousins and their parents, amazing interactive people, and had fun. I'm really proud of myself for giving a girl my number flirtatious/friendly way. But there was a problem with giving that number. I'm slowly becoming attached. I can't concentrate on school work as easily as before (not like I'm doing schoolwork anyways). Also that I doubt that I'll see her again. She's in a Buddhist Youth Association that my Temple has never visited (to my knowledge). That's all I got for now.

I don't know what I'm doing with myself right now. I have been more active on Facebook than ever. I've not been doing my homework. I don't have motivation to start. I keep lying to my friends when we talk about completing our assignments. I'm not original. I often reference others' jokes without giving credit. I'm astounded by how many people consider me as a friend. I wouldn't want to be friends with myself. I keep telling myself I'm aromantic. I don't know if that's true. Sometimes I feel like I'm incapable of being loved/giving love. I don't think I'm changing physically/mentally. I don't know how I feel. I can be both dynamic and monotonous. I don't know what I am.

So this MySpace will be my digital journal of my current events, thoughts, jokes, etc.

Anyone wanna make a connection?

Ready to go to high school!