I'm just waiting for it to hit 1 o'clock  for my amazing boyfriend David. I am at miller brothers that was the company my Papa owed now it belongs to my Uncle. I'm not to far where is office is and I just want to break down and cry! It was hard that year watching him slowly just become skin and bones. The cancer won! My grandma won the war but the battle she lost was the love of her whole life. Just being here its not the same and when I enter the building memories rush through my mind is Papa how he loved is job, enjoyed being here and such a hard worker. I usually go straight to his office but then realize he isn't there.. that he is gone and all I have are memories and need to be realistic he isn't coming back. He was such a wonderful father and he will be missed :( !!

ughhh what happened to my old post !!!!!