Laura,As you know recently I have lost /walked away from some people close to me. Aside from my mother I plan to continue to transcend people whom do not find my friendship beneficial to there lives. I'm desperately trying to hang onto "wanting" to keep those I know Hailey needs around. I wish I could have done a letter for Josie. This is my courtesy to you. You are second to the last female friend I have history with that is left. As of lately I have been ignorantly awaiting for some time to talk to you. Another girl to share problems with. Our lives are so different now. I'm really unsure  entirely what went wrong. I can tell you this I will not wait on the line. I cannot have you in my life anymore. It hurts to much to look forward to anything with you. Hailey is like me she has a lot of patience so she will not understand this. But I have had patience with our friendship for many years. You being almost last to go is special. Because its only when I have lost everyone that I will be able to look at my lif