smiling ear to ear inbetween paranoia......its amazing i can live with such a fickle and urgent impulsive assessment of possible deceit that may be happening at any moment and time...And they say "Hey man take this perscription" or "hey man i just take a hit of weed when i feel that way.." i hate to make myself sound different but.... ppppppppppssssssssssssssssssstttttttttttttttttttttt 'you eveid3ently dont fucking feel this way'i feel as if i handle it well.... it would have been my downfall, though i learned to meditate... learned about physics and neuroscience in theory and practice... and got really into the occult lol!and WALLAH!!!1 i live on ;)I know not cute..... but being honest is RAReLY1''''''cute'''''Kiss KissBang Bang