Things have been done to me that I can't seem to forget nor forgive... When you love somebody & they continue to break your trust over & over it becomes more of a burden to love them than a blessing. I want everything to be okay again. I want it all to stop but I know that won't happen because he is simply too selfish to settle down & be content. He would rather go behind my back and talk to woman after woman, sparking up meaningless conversation & flirting when he should just be happy that he has me... Somebody who loves him unconditionally, has already changed SO MUCH in hopes of pleasing him, does anything he asks,cooks, cleans,you name it...... I do it. And it's never enough because he is still fucking up. I discovered today that he had been on plenty of fish... It all but killed me. I can't just keep letting him get away with a slap on the wrist... I think this time may be the last... I love myself enough to know when to let go...I have been punished enough for loving the wrong man...again. XOXO