Adam reached out not too long ago. We spoke a lot about you. It's nice to talk to someone who understands exactly how I feel with you not being here.
I miss you chica. I wish you were still here. So much has happened. Hopefully you hear me when I pray. I hope you are happy. That's all any of us wanted for you.. Adam provided some photos of you back in tenth grade. Seeing those just made me realize how much I missed when I moved to Dallas.
I had a fybromyagia episode last week. Three days of being stuck in bed and not being able to move. I got so down and realized I don't have anyone who gets it. I feel bad complaining to people so I keep it in. There is no other you. I think that's my problem. I compare all my friends to you. Ask anyone of them and they will know what you mean to me.. Might join this support group online. We will see.
BTW Adam looks completely different. He is also more confident and positve. Maybe a little Cochino but I'm used to it. Different in a good way. ❤️💛💚💙 chica
