being happy dosnt mean everything is perfect. it means that you've decided to look beyond the imperfections! I cant help all this love I have for you! I have never ever loved some one in a way that I love you! love is not about sex, going on fancy dates, or showing off. its about being with a person who makes you happy in a way that nobody else can. believe me when I tell you there are some fucked up girls out here. then believe me again when I tell you, I actually had a good girl by my side, and I should have treated you right. I took advantage of the fact that you were kind to me & let things slide, and I talked to stupid bitches when I shouldn't have. I already had a girl who would do anything for me! and I fucked it up. a good women is almost becoming extinct nowadays, some girls just lack  morality and respect for themselves. I had a keeper and was a dumbass and fucked it all up. im truly sorry.

your beautifull, and I cant picture myself with anyone else! I don't know if u will ever read this or not. but this is where it all started with you and I, and quite frankly I would love to go back to those days and just start everything over again! you are amazing!! yes you have your flaws and problems, but so do I! that's what makes us who we are! I love you regardless, all your perfect imperfections. Everyone says love hurts, but that's not true. loneliness hurts. rejection hurts. losing you hurts. envy hurts. everybody gets these things confused with love, but in reality love is the only thing in this world that covers up all the pain and makes someone feel wonderful again! you cant just come into someones life for 2 years, make them feel special, and then just leave! I don't really know what to say, or why we ended our relationship yet again, but I know deep down in ur heart you know we can make it work! and I know we can too!! im sorry for what ever happened between us, and I hope this helped!