Sometimes I just wish that you would of just told me the truth. that you just wanted me for the little money I had so that you always had what you wanted. you had your cake and ate it too because you always had girls on the side and just mentioned me as some chick that you were just with for the moment before you saved everything that I had to be with them. You gave me fake jewelry and told me that I was the love of your life and would love me until the world ended. but that was all a lie. you asked me to marry you in my favorite place in the whole world probably just so that when I would see through your lies you could ruin it for me. We fought all the time and you still managed to get me to stay with you even after we broke up because I was vulnerable both times. I'm upset with myself for ever talking to you on here and getting together but even more pissed off at myself because I gave you a third fourth and fifth chance even when I shouldn't have because instead of things getting better like you said they would they got worse. I know you fucked girls younger than me when I was even a minor and i let that go because I thought you just made a mistake but you did it even more when I was legal and you were fucking me at the same time. All those times you used my car I know they weren't for what you said they were. Kelly was probably her name and not the temp agency you supposedly worked for. I covered your ass I don't know how many times to just get it shoved right back into my face. I could I have been so stupid? How could I been so deceived when it was right in my face the whole time. I'm done with you. With it. With us. I should have been a year ago when we broke up but I thought you were actually someone who would lie cheat or steal from me. boy was I wrong. now my emotional side is all fucked up and not all of it is because of you. Some of it is because of him. and some of it is just because I'm me. I hope your new best friend realizes what she got herself into and isn't fucking you like I did.