Torn between.  o? w? d? s? ot?   Who the hell knows.  Cuz I sure as hell don't.  I'm not guaranteed anything anywhere anyways so why bother worrying about it.  oh that's right, because it consumes my every day.

Frustrated and sure that I'm not where I'm supposed to be. Falling more every day and I truly don't have anything to catch me. Raf loves me more than life itself but I need something to catch me other than a human. That's not here though. Lost in my own thoughts as usual. Listening to vayden on my way to and from school.

"Perspectives" by Kutless A young child looks through a great stained glass window
Watching the people go by
Everyone seems to be wearing a red coat
His mother sees jackets in white
Now he can't understand why does she see it this way
Why can't you see that freedom is sometimes simply another perspective away
Who could you be if your lens was changed for a moment,
Would you still be the same