today I want to talk about my problem that. that do little mistake with law but I don't know. but my two uncle and my aunt turn me to the police. and I deep in trouble. the government punish me so hard. my 2 uncle and my aunt so cruel they should forgive me if I do something wrong. they should not turn me to the police. I extreme hate them so much. I swear I am forgive them on this life. and I am going their funeral ceremonies when they dead. 4 year already  I am very pain but cant not talk. I have ear to listen eye to watching and mouth to talk look like deaf and blind. I know I am not white boy and I am not born here. I am immigrant. so I accept my situation. every time I remember about this problem I want to be crazy and want suiacide . I want to back my country home Vietnam but I have no choice. I hate this life fax this life