Lets see, what am I angry about today??? Today I am angry that I don't get to see my family ever. I never get to talk to my boyfriend as much as I want to. I am a needy mother fucker. I know, I know. He is busy being a marine, and I know that when I went through training I didn't get to talk to him either, and when I first started out I was extremely busy all the time. And he was amazingly understanding. But I am so lonely. I miss him. Like fucking crazy. It isn't fair. You talk to someone every night for multiple hours for five years, and you grow accustomed to certain things. We went to high school together, so shit that means that I got to see him five days a week for three of those years. And once we graduated, did that slow us down from seeing each other? Well a little, but not a lot. I need constant attention and love. I use to get that from him, AND MORE. Frankly I use to wish Gerardo would leave me the fuck alone, but he wouldn't! Now it seems to have really bitten me on my ass.