There's not a big difference between a crowd cheering for you, or wanting to kill you. They're all just making noise. How you take it is the most important part. Sometimes, you have to step out of your comfort zone and show more. Change, do something unusual, don't be afraid. Show everybody that you can take it, and the bad side does not have to be bad at all, but different.In 20 years from now, you'll look back, regretting the things you haven't done. So do them. Do them.