I think dustin although the biggest harm to my life also presented the biggest Change & a now known need to protect myself & trust no1 , get close to no1 and never open the same way! Unfortunately methxbypassed all that time and time again& no the boy & most openly loving caring trusting soul that belonged & held onto good & love & all things being god will is no longer believeable! ..
This is a deep cut & believing in gods love