There's another story I have in my heart.
Its good beauty, and mistakes as well as hope that doesn't hurt.
Just a kid making mistakes from the start.
It was like everything I did only served to makes things worse.
She was a blonde with a Russian princess's name.
I was sheltered by a single mother knew not how to be a man.
Got into trouble a lot, a bad child always in shame.
Creepy perverted jerk that had a hard time keeping still my hands.
But then one day, I apologized and she said it was okay.
I opened doors, and used manners no one used anymore.
She would smile, she'd laugh, my heart fluttered for a while.
She was the girl I knew I wanted to be her whole world.
Time progressed, she expected me there.
I opened a door and she teased me by going through another.
It was great to be young, a heart to care.
The only insecurity was obvious uselessness due to my mother.
She treated me like I was a possession.
Unable to call, do anything or go anywhere, I was no good.
But her smile, at night became an obsession.
I was willing to push for time as best that I possibly could.
I remembered one day, when she said it was all okay.
I opened doors, and used manners no one used anymore.
She would smile, she'd laugh, my heart fluttered for a while.
She was the girl I knew I wanted to be her whole world.
One day a mutual friend told me I had her heart.
I didn't believe her, I was nothing and could do nothing for a girl.
So many mistakes I made from the start.
But time was an enemy, a cruel illusion: man made in the world.
I've only seem her once or twice here and there.
Over the years, just memories to keep hope in my heart within.
She'd recognized me first, proof of her care.
All I can do is pray for her, the smiles and laughter she'd given.
I remember one day, when she said it was all okay.
I opened doors, and used manners no one uses anymore.
She would smile, she'd laugh, and my heart fluttered a while.
She was the girl I wanted to be her whole world.
I guess we all have that story, of one that got away.
To teach us, I guess, about opportunities everyday.
