Sam is a bitch, but I'm like 4 months clean of cutting so that's cool

Ok, wow, haven't been on here in forever and a day. Where to begin. In the time i have left until now, I have gone to highschool, i am now a sophomore. i thought i had dated someone over the summer but apparently they thought differently. i am now in a commited relationship and hope to stay that way for a while. His name is Sam and i really like where things are going with him, we have even gotten to third base.

I have officially become re in love

started talking to dylani again... not sure where it is going but it can't be bad, maybe I can get rid of his terrible girlfriend!

if only, if only, the woodpecker cries, the bark on the trees was as soft as the skies, the wolf wait s below lonely and hungry, and cries to the moon if only if only

so apparently I was talking to Nathan s cousin the whole time and not him so he didn't ask me out at all and I was really pissed and I haven't talked to him since the whole debacle went down and I don't think I'm going to it all anymore so yeah

thinking about letting Nathan touch my boobs on our date

Nathan finally asked me on a date and I am sooooooo excited! Although he is being a little pushy with wanting to touch my boobs... that's ok I won't let him and we will just make out!

wishing I was at the pool right now with Jacob

oMG Jacob. he is so cute and I can not tell anybody because if I do, they'll be like oh my gosh you like Jacob ???

Not sure what to think anymore and I don't really know if you want me but I know I want you.

So I hung out with my sister, her friend and her brother at the pool today and it was so fun. He is so nice and atteactive and extremely funny and attractive and AHHHHHHHH!!!!!!

my friend has a boyfriend and they just started started dating today but are already saying I love you like what the fuck and she is only 13

Justin finally texted me today!!!!

been a long weekend camping and missing my friends

I love you Dylan Van Meter