My heart is broken. Its been broken for a while. The only positive thought I had was that Kim would love me again. I no. Longer. Have. That. Hope. There is nothing positive for me now. I sink into the negative. I will be alone for the rest of my life. I don't have it in me to look for someone else to love. I truly believe no one with a healthy mind will love me. I don't want a girl with a broken mind. So I will resign myself to solitude.