Soo I looked at her Skype. I was surprised by some of the things I found there. She thought about cheating on me the whole time we were together. Also, since she started going out with me mad dickbags have been hitting on her. Soo I basically had no chance of ever being with her. She thought about other guys while she was with me. Talked to other guys while in the same room as me. The shit was fucked from the beginning. If she told me all that shit when it happened I would have told her to go do what she needs to and ended this shit then. But she fucking kept silent and really fucked me over. I hate what she has done to me. And right now I hate her too.