It's weird how 2 boybands can make me happy/depressed and I'm like wtf just reply please you are who I trust the most even if I don't know you personally I really do trust you. I don't trust easily anymore because every promise someone makes they beak that promise and it hurts me when someone breaks a promise they made me and it's happened a lot recently. I'm not trying for pity I just wanted to get that off my cheat because I'm tired of looking weak so I cry when no ones around but then there's no one to tell after because it's just hard to tell someone why I was crying I don't know why though. So here I am and I don't believe in myself anymore because I was bullied a lot in the past at the schools I used to go to an they called me names like ugly and fat and stuff like that and I started to believe them and I still believe what they would tell me about me. 😔 I do have another thing I really need to say and that is that I'm actually shy and have stage fright and my life long dream is to be able to sing on stages and get payed to do so but I'd donate the money to orphanages because needy children would need it more than me.