I find myself thinking of you today. I love and miss you so much that it hurts just as much today as it did yesterday, a week ago a month ago, a year ago , five years ago. I still wonder what if. I still wonder about alot of thing. I still find myself looking behind me thinking that just for a brief moment that you might be there. That all of this was just a dream, NIGHTMARE. I miss you, I love you more than words..... please look down on our big sister today. and her little girl. I MISS YOU LITTLE BROTHER....