My Dear Brittanie,
I wish I could talk to you again. I wish things were the way they were when we were the Queens of Glacia, when we witnessed a cow give birth, when we spent hours at that gas station near my house. You were my best friend, and more then that my sister. And I miss you every time I tell a story of my childhood, because I can't tell one without you in it. I miss the old Brittanie. Unfortunately I don't think it will ever be like that again, which I hate. Too much has happened. I'm not sure what I could change that would make us friends again, but I would if I could. I want to talk to you so badly about things going on in my life. And I want to hear about everything going on in yours. I have a boyfriend, his name is Jedidiah, (close enough to Josiah right? :)) we've been together for almost two years now. We have a house with three other roommates. I know, three?????, and even worse they're all boys..... such a mess. But they are honestly my best friends now. And it's nice to feel so protected honestly. After Kaleb I had nightmares for months and months. They've paseed for the most part now, but I know I'll always be safe. I have a dog too, his name is Radagast and he's HUGE, and a mess, and freaking adorable. I have a really nice job, I make 11 dollars an hour at anthem blue cross and blue sheild. It's pretty cool. I really wish that you could come to my house, you'd love these people. But anyway, I miss you and I hope someday you get curious and check out your myspace account like I did, I had so much trouble remembering the damn password... I hope you dont. I alalso want to say that... you really hurt me. We were sisters, and I needed you, especially at that moment. I wish you would talk to me. I loved you.
~Hope E. Glenn