I Feel so lifeless. Like I have nothing to live for. I'm sick of walking around acting like everything is okay, acting like I'm happy, acting like I'm strong. No one notices my pain, my need for you, my hunger for you! Your love still flows through my bones whispering for me to hold on, to be strong, to keep fighting. But I don't know how much longer I can do these things without you. I'm slowly dying of broken heart, a broken heart that I caused. I miss you with very fiber of my being! I dream about you coming back for me! I toss and turn hoping for you to hold me. I pray you forgive me one day and find your way back to me before its too late, before you fall too far away, before you never look back! If I had one wish I wish for another chance to treat you like I should of. I love you so much I can't breathe without you. I'm dying very slowly...very very slowly....