i am spontaneous, sometimes the thrill of not knowing is great and new things can be more exiting then the known and usual

i am hopeful i feel that we need that dose of hope to believe and have something and look forward to what we want

i am thoughtful for those i LOVE because to me it always been "don’t do to others what you don’t want to be done to you" i don’t wanna be a hypocrite either this is why i emphasize the LOVE part..

i am ""rebellious"" if that is the necessary term, because sometimes the normal and expected doesn’t always appeal to me or to my style of life

But in a deeper corner, thats where all my feelings hide and where the colors flip

i am weak because i cannot bear an emotion so strong and stand tough without a tear dropping down.

i am quite when it comes to feelings, because i feel that once i explain everything i wont show that toughness i want to believe i have, because that scares me, to let everyone know how week i can be. and also to know that no one will truly understand why this things affect me so strongly

i am stubborn because i’ve been always protecting my beliefs, in my house more then ever, i feel like ill always be forced to believe differently so THEY will think that i have "grown up", because they wont accept this "crazy" mind i have, so im used to hold on to that thought and no matter what don’t let it go

and sadly i am a Bitch because all this shit has made me bitter, and pissed more then anything, and to cover that weakness i talked about i just turn to this mean person, and cant help it.

And when it comes to beliefs

i believe in Love and every pure sense of that word

i believe in fighting for what you want and what you stand for with no consequences in mind

i believe in freedom of expression, being, and choice

i believe in your personal morals and idea of an ideal life

i believe in consideration to others because we aren’t alone

i believe in a form of peace and if necessary in pay back

i believe in art and music and every extension of it

i believe in true beauty the one you cant see but simply know

i believe in family, friends and lovers

i believe in us, as people, that we can be more and Are more. As one, we can make lots happen.

... the question is. what can i do?