To quote a cliché “I’m a girl trapped in a male body!!”

I’ve been trying for most of my life, since I was like 12, to be female, with limited success.

I've not got small tits, small but real!! A lot of thanks going to “Black Cohosh Root!!

Ok, I,M ALSO OLDER THAN I SAID I WAS TOO!! I'm actually middle aged. There, I said it. I made my age the way I did to match the age range of the person I'm dreaming of meeting!! Please forgive my little deception, ok?

Now, since you're here, and interested since you came here, please read on and find out more about me...

I’m very shy, and introverted. Because of that…I’m extremely lonely. My life of loneliness is really getting to me.

As I, unfortunately, get older, I find myself even lonelier. It’s getting hard just to get up and go to work. I feel like my life is over...and I have nothing. No one seems to care. I still feel like I have my whole life is in front of me…as a girl!! Make me believe that I have someone to live and care for, please!!

I still think, and try to act, as a teenage girl! I’m looking for security and love! I look at fashion mags, like "Seventeen"!!

Since I’m into girls, and I want to be a girl, that would make me a "pseudo”lesbian, wouldn’t it?

I am BI, so a cute guy in my life is NOT out of the question!!

Do I want to be more than girlfriends? OF COURSE!! I'm very different, and I want to explore all of our differences together!

I’m very discreet, I know my limits. I don’t go out in public and try to pass myself off as a girl.

I wear women’s jeans and sneakers a lot, but, very discreetly! Of course, except at work, I always wear panties!!

I'm very nice and gentle. I never "force" myself, or my opinions, on anyone. I will except you the way you are!!

I hate violence of any kind!! I don’t even like to argue.

I love “playing doctor” where we switch off being the“doctor”!! I love touching, feeling, and body exploration I need so much to have a close, intimate friend to share life with!!

Oh Yea, I also Love Sneakers!! Canvas sneakers!! Not smelling them, or licking them....I Love Wearing them!! More to the point, I Love Swapping!! Yea, I want to swap sneakers and socks with you!!

Ok, that's enough for now.

Please contact me...Lets talk!!

Who I'd Like to Meet:

I’m looking for a girl, (or a guy if he meets my criteria),under 25 years old.

I'm looking for a girl with lots of vigor and excitement to get me out of my depression.

You could pick me up so much by your your acceptance of me as your “girlfriend”!!

What am I looking for in a friend? As Isaid before, you must be under 25, white, not fat, if you’re a guy – no facial hair and very little body hair. I love girls with very small tops!! Big boobs just don’t turn me on, (although that’s no reason not to contact me)!

I also love girls with big feet!! Again, that’s not a determining factor for our friendship!

The big thing is, I’m looking for a girl with a fun-loving, bubbly, personality! A care free altitude that will help in having as much fun as possible! Take life by the horns, and forget about the rules!! Be your ownperson, and take me with you!!!

Did I also mention that I’m crazy about FTM's??! Oh how I LOVE Tomboys and girls who dress and act like boys!! Wouldn’t a role-reversed relationship be just totally too much fun???!!!