okay, and i

keep convincing myselfthat

I am. except that ive

never told you that I still think of you in thehappiest

moments, wondering why you're not there. while you're out growing,i'll

be in my basement dreaming of how the sun used to make my skin warm.alongside thoughts of how your breath danced over my lips.ill find you in song,

ill find you in memory,

youll

find me awake, still dreaming.

sleeping on the pill, only way i can, thinking of yoursmile

, i was all yours