I bounced around a bit from family member to family member until I found a place to stay for good. Until last spring. Now I am practically on my own at 17. Turning 18 on January 22nd and this terrifies me. I am planning on attending HSU next fall, Humboldt State University. And hopefully they will not revoke admission so I an make a home for myself. I long for stability and constant connection with those I love who actually show that they love me back. I hate confrontation, but I will always stand for what I believe in. Regardless of my counterparts. Label me what you will, In reality I am just living and breathing same as you do.

I am part bisexual, I am part female, I am part musician, I am part poet, I am part sister, I am part daughter, I am part depression, I am part disorder.

These are my parts.

I am the whole.

Accept it.