I am Gothness, aka Elena la Vie

A horrible swedish/french/spanish mix.

An used to be Model/Actress/Vocalist. Who still enjoy it now and then.

Strong as f-k when I'm strong.

Revengeful and angry but rarely violent.

Stubborn and a true fighter.

Kick me harder, I LOVE it. It's keeping me strong.

Loving and gentle, Trusting until proven otherwise.

Forgiving but never forgetting. Ever.

Hard to please. Heavily medicated, for your wellbeing.

And I see dead people. Sadly most of them are still alive.

My blood is actually blue,

and I resently bought a ramshackled

mansion , to match it.

It's an old hotel, built 1904.

14 rooms, 500 square meters.

Ramshackled, but insanely beautiful.

It even has a ballroom and a bar :)

It was love at first sight.

This little "cottage" takes up most of my time,

Rumored to be haunted, but it's just a rumor, I haven't had that feeling or

experienced anything paranormal in it. And I usually do.

But it is a perfect location for horrormovies. Who wants to rent it?

The paint cost a small fortune he he

(Photos in my photostream)

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PAST SINS,

Film/Videos:

Subject 3- Bleak films, Empire productions

Purgatorium Häxa - Jerusalem Beast Linus Raudsepp

Mörkrets öga

SVT, HD TV-promotional film

Thy infernal fields - Abgott

Candlemass

Kvinnor om sin kropp - 321 TV

Vetrarmegin - Månegarm

Nenablue

Book's:

"Blood & Dishonour" by Nigel Wingrove (Salvationgroup/Satanic Sluts)

"Skinflowers" by Gonzalo J. Fuentes (EcceHomo)

"Distorted Retina Vol 1" by Martin Wilson

Music:

ChansoNoir, Elena la Vie :

"Count von Cosel's obsession"

"Ligeia"

"Tales of Edgar Allan Poe, a synphonic collection", Colossus Projects

etc etc etc