I am hated by many but have twice as many whom Love me for my inappropriate comments, jackass ways, ruthlessness in everything I say and do.
But am also Loved for my Big Heart, passion for helpings those who need help and always without a doubt being honest whether it be something people want to hear or not.
Yes, I am over bearing, can't get along with women to save my life (other than those who have the same tom-boyish attitude I do), I speak without thinking all the time, I spend way to much time with men that others see as someone I am fucking not just being friends with. I have more flaws than I can account for, but no matter what, no matter what it costs I will never settle for anything less than me being myself. And I have learned in my generation that is the hardest thing of all. Just being yourself. And yes, along the way I have lost many relationships, personal and friendly but at the end of the day I can never be anyone other than who I was born to be. Me.
I am a 21 year old young lady (who hardly acts like a lady but in certain situations am very capable of being one), I like getting my rough and dirty (non-sexual and sexual), I love motorcycles and tattoos, I'd choose walking around in Boxers and a sports bra any day of the week, but I also like wearing dresses ( some inappropriate to some), wearing high heels and make-up because lets face it I am still a woman and underneath my tom-boy exterior and like to be a little girly on occasions.
I've Lost three of the most amazing souls whom I now carry with me on my journey of life (My granny, Grandfather and a beautiful soul named Alyssa Rayne). And because of these people and those who actually know me I have a little piece of them reminding me that through all the things we go through in life, the choices we make for ourselves, the paths we choose, we have to chase our dreams and sometimes we have to let go of those who weigh us down.
To some I am out of my bloody damn mind, to others I am a complete mystery, but to most they just can't figure me out. But to be honest, if you really want to know me and see who I am through the pretty face and nice body you have to come up and ask me yourself, I'm friendly to an extent.
I am who I am and I wont change that for anything in the world. I am an all or nothing kind of woman. So, please do not underestimate my capabilities. I am a firecracker, you never know what will happen when your with me. I have a 'Fuck you, I wont let anyone in' attitude for a reason. Prove to me that you aren't out to 'Cut my throat' and I'll show you just how big my heart can be.
-A.