I said it once and I'll say it another million times, that of your dealing with addiction, there is a way out of the dark side. You have to put work into it, but once you make sobriety a way of life you can finally be happy, enjoy life, and you'll wake up feeling a million times better then any other drug would give you. It's all about how hard you work for it, but you can get your life back, please trust. Life is good, too good. love all of ya