R.I.P. GENE LAMAR CRUTCHFIELD!
I love and miss you so much. =( You're the greatest grandfather in the world. There was never a day you didn't make me laugh. We all miss you and know that you'll be there to make to Nanny happy. You be happy, and never stop being a jokester! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH POPS!!!
MY GRANDMA! - I love her so much! She's always been there for me no matter what. She's more of a mother to my sister and me tha n anything. Taking us in and giving us a chance at living when no one else would. Even though we fight, and she can piss me off so bad, I still love her nonetheless. She's the best grandma anyone could ever ask for. Without her, I wouldn't be here.
I love my grandpa, my grandma, and my sister.. They've been my whole world, my whole family. The ones that I could stand. The ones that I never stopped loving. I would of never of thought that now, things would start happening.. That this world is the cruelest place, beyond I could ever imagine. It's not only my world, it's out there too. The newspapers.. How everyone is dieing, day after day. More than anyone could imagine. In 2012 will the world burn in flames? I really don't doubt it.. It's already going down, and down. Everyday. And once I think about it.. My grandparents don't need to see all that is going to happen. I don't know if I believe in god, or religion, or any of that.. It's hard for me to have faith. I'm my own person. I'm selfish, and very angry.. But at the same time I do believe that everything in this world does happen for a reason.. Even if the path I am suppose to go down is a negative one, it's where I am suppose to go. Because eventually things do get better, and even if they don't I learn to be happy with what I have. I'm defiantly not like that right now, but maybe one day. Just take one day at a time. People may say that I'm selfish and immature for not worrying about things, but.. I'm just trying to be okay right now. I'll worry then, not now. But, anyways.. I love my grandma and my grandpa. Forever and forever. I will never forget them, and they will always be like my parents. And my sister is my best friend and I love her so much.. And also my cousin, Jason. I'm very thankful for him being there for me and helping me through all this. And letting me have a puppy. :] And. For any other family members.. Yeah, sorry. I wish I could do what Nanny says.. but it's harder than people think. If someone isn't gonna be there for you for 18 years of your life.. then it's pointless to try, especially when the circumstances are wrong.. You should of already been there.. Not wait til someone is dieing and then be there. I LOVE YOU NANNY! I'm glad that you're happy for once and (hopefully) not worrying about things. I'll be okay. =] You know me.. I can survive.
I'm Kaelie. I'm pretty weird. I love working, most of the time, but there are those days where I just want to quit because it's very stressful. I love to drive, whenever I'm not wore out, which I'm wore out, a lot. I'm crazy about dogs. Just got a new puppy I found at work, named him Mickey. Right now, I'm very confused.. but I try not to think about it too much. I will just wait until that day I can't ignore it anymore. I'm a really nice girl, unless I get aggravated then I'm pretty much a bitch. I'm very clumsy and kind of dumb. I make mistakes all the time, but that's just life. I love hugs a lot. I hug my customers all the time. =] I'd like to one day try to quit smoking, it's starting to be a pain.. I like to drink, it's relaxing, but I should prolly slow down on that too. I'm really crazy, so beware. :]
723-6867. The Cellular Phone.
I have text, so text away. :]
she's a very freaky girl
MY TO-DO LIST (help me. i'd love you forever. <3)
[ Learn how to drive a stick. ]
[ Get a car. ] [ Get my license. ]
[ Go to a rave. ]
[ Learn how to dance (street, booty, and reggaeton) ]
[ Ride with someone while they're street racing. <3 ]
[ Learn more about cars, and learn to work on them. ]
Not yet, I want to wait for a bit. I want to make sure I can toggle both jobs for sure before I even attempt it, I don't want to waste a second chance on mechanics.
mmm...then ill have to go see him when i have the money to do it.
but yea, so me and chan broke up 2months ago for good. he moved bk to ohio and everything. rite now im dating this guy mike. we're fixing to get a 2 bedroom/1bath brick house on 3 acres of land next wk. i think we're moving in tuesday nite after heather an richards wedding. and tuesday hes also buying a car. then hes got a friend who hes buying a car from for me.
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