Sharing The TRUTH and Convictions God has placed in my heart!
"Women were NOT Created for Decorative Use" ™ Me
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Porn is a pandemic that is spreading across America fatally weakening our society. Men are losing their families and jobs. Wives are totally devastated and in shock their husbands of twenty years are addicted to porn. Women who get hooked on porn are having adulterous affairs. Teenagers are learning sexuality from porn and practicing hardcore sex acts on each other. Young girls dream of becoming porn stars and living the "glamorous" life. But the truth is...
Porn is Not Glamorous.
Stripping is Not Glamourous
Being a High Class Call Girl is Not Glamourous
No amount of income can fill the void....Living that lifestyle will NOT bring you pleasure....Lusting after girls/women in these industries WILL NOT satisfy the desires of your heart or sex life....
And I'm here to share my story with women who have compared theirselves to the false images idolized by men, with the men who fantasize and lust after those false images and anyone who wants to listen. I spent nearly 7 years deep in the pits of the Sex Industry, woke up in the gutter and God finally opened my eyes to the destruction in my own life, as well as my part in causing destruction and pain in other lives and marriages. I pray that you will read my blogs and I would love to hear from you! I do reply to every email !
Music
Movies
Excerpt from THE GUTTER by Craig Gross from XXXChurch.com
"Jesus is willing to take risks by loving all the outcasts - the people others avoided. He's most effectively embraced by the hurting, broken, and pretty much jacked-up who gather around Him. He doesn't turn them off or repel them; He draws those who have emotional, physical, or spiritual needs. Jesus spends most of His time with the people, not with the Phararisees. He's in the streets, not in the synogogues. He goes to the gutter. Instead of demanding that the lost come to the place where religion was peddled, Jesus went to the gutter and found them. He learned things about them. He found things in commom wit them. He loved them"
Television
INSP Channel....I love watching/listening to Paula White, Joyce Meyer, Creflo Dollar, Charles Stanley, Beth Moore, Tony Evans, and so many more spirit filled leaders !
Books
I'm currently attending local College so that I can get myState License as an Esthetician, so I'm reading textbooks at the moment!
A few Classic faves:
The Battlefield of The Mind by Joyce Meyer
Facing Your Giants by Max Lucado
Get Out of That Pit by Beth Moore
The Battle is the Lords by Tony Evans
Freedom From Financial Bondage by Dwight Nichols
and I always have my eye on a new one to take me further in my walk!
Anyone who makes the choice to pull themselves out of a life of sin and struggle and lay their life in Jesus hands to allow Him to heal them and direct their every move
This video touches my heart...I've definately been on both sides of this one, I hope you watch it!
P31 WannaBe ~ NEW LIFE for Ivy Faulkner PrivateIvy's Blurbs
About me:
Sharing My Testimony With a Vision and a Purpose from God!
"Beloved, I urge you to abstain from fleshly lusts which wage war against the soul."( 1 Peter 2:11 )
CAUTION: This myspace contains truth about the sex industry. If you are age 17 or under, please get permission from your parents. Although, statistics show the largest age group for viewing online porn is ages 12-17.
Yes, I said it...THE SEX INDUSTRY...Strippers, PORN, Escorts/Prostitution, I feel that these are all just symptoms of a MUCH LARGER PROBLEM in today's society...not such a private issue as many would like to believe. I pray you will read further and learn the TRUTH !!
My name is Wendy and I live in my hometown of Albemarle, NC.
I don't believe in Religion....I am in a personal relationship with my savior, Jesus Christ, and feel that with all that I have been through in my life and all the situations that He has brought me out of, the only reason I am still here is use my life experiences and His redemption and love for me, to Glorify Him and reach people that otherwise may not know him or know of his measureless Love, Unconditional Grace & Healing. I am in no way perfect, I still mess up daily and have to fight against my flesh, but I do love the Lord with all my heart and seek Him to continue to grow and renew my mind and spirit daily.
Less of me = more of Him !
I have a beautiful daughter who has always has been the heart and soul of my life, as well as 2 boys who make me smile every day and give me more reasons to keep myself grounded.
My life has been in a constant state of change for the past 3 years and that's one of the ways I know God has been doing things! I know that I am exactly where I am supposed to be! All I want is to be a faithful servant, to be used by Him and to stand in His love and victory for myself and my children and all others that are willing to let me share my story, those who are where I have been, I know I can help to open your eyes to the love and hope that is just waiting on you.
Formerly known as "Ivy Faulkner" or "PrivateIvy" God has redeemed me by Grace and in His neverending Mercy shown me a New Life, creating me a New Person with a new vision and a new Love for life. After 7 years in the industry, I have sacrifically given up income from my own website, stripping and feature performances in various clubs as well as escorting income. My full testimony is posted in my blogs and continuing chapters are released on how this has impacted my life, why I was so vulnerable to fall into the industry and be lured in by the glitz & glam and of course the money. Lastly, I stopped shooting content for other models and designing and marketing other models porn sites in the network I had built.
"God Wants Spiritual Fruit, Not Religious Nuts"
Who I'd like to meet: First and foremost I await the day when I meet my Lord and Savior who has taken away all things past and created me a new person.( Romans 6:6, 2 Corinthians 5:17 )
"If My people, who are called by My name, shall humble themselves, Pray, Seek, Crave, and require of necessity My face and turn from their wicked ways, then will I hear from heaven, forgive their sin, and heal their land."
( 2 Chronicles 7:14 )
May my life be for His Glory from this day forward.....
I am NOT here to judge anyone...believe me, I've probably been there and done it! If you are a model or still involved in the industry, I'd love to hear from you. My heart reaches out to anyone that is in any situation that is not bringing them absolute joy in their life and promise for their future.
I am only here to share my story with anyone who wants to listen! I hope that you will read My Testimony and get to know more about me!
I am currently IN LOVE with Jesus, the one and only man who I can trust my life, my heart, my soul and my dreams to, the one who sees the real me and loves me, who tells me everyday how beautiful I am and how proud He is to call me His ! He is the Lover of my Soul, my Rock, my foundation, my Protector, my Security and gives me ALL the desires of my heart!
If you've never known love like this, the kind that fills your spirit completely, gives you butterflies and goosebumps, I would love to introduce you to My Man ! Jesus Christ, King of all Kings ! He awaits you with open arms, just as He did for me, and is ready to meet you right where you are, perfection is not a requirement! It does not matter where you are at in your life and what you've done in your past !
My God allows U Turns, No Matter What Road you are on !!!
Isaiah 54:5-6, “For your Maker is your husband – the Lord Almighty is His name – the Holy One of Israel is your Redeemer; he is called the God of all the earth. The Lord will call you back as if you were a wife deserted and distressed in spirit – a wife who married young, only to be rejected,’ says your God.” (NIV)
"Psalms 128:1 Blessed is every one that feareth the LORD; that walketh in his ways. 2 For thou shalt eat the labour of thine hands: happy shalt thou be, and it shall be well with thee." "Psalms 144:15 Happy is that people, that is in such a case: yea, happy is that people, whose God is the LORD." "Psalms 146:5 Happy is he that hath the God of Jacob for his help, whose hope is in the LORD his God:"
From birth to the end of life the thing most sought for is happiness. The rich look to money and gain, but it is just a temporary joy lost to fear that their money will be stolen. The average man looks for possessions, to have better & more than his neighbor, but there is never enough to be happy. Nations look for power, control, and riches as the source of happiness but war steals it away. The real source of happiness is God, the source that many overlook. When we as individuals and nations look to God and fear Him, it is only then that true happiness is found. Man can not do provide it for you, nor can anything else fill you with a true happiness.
God bless you .
Your brother and servant in Christ, Pastor Rick von Eye
"But the Lord said to Samuel, "Don't judge by his appearance or height, for I have rejected him. The Lord doesn't see things the way you see them. People judge by outward appearance, but the Lord looks at the heart.""
1 Samuel 16:7, NLT *********************************** When you go through deep waters, I will be with you. When you go through rivers of difficulty, you will not drown. When you walk through the fire of oppression, you will not be burned up; the flames will not consume you.
~ Isaiah 43:2, NLT ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ God Bless You and have a great election day. Please go out and vote!
God bless, Just passn thru leaving a comment. Come by and check out the new music when you get a chance. I pray it blesses you. One love in Christ Jesus. Grace and Peace. -Jayreed "Heart Ablaze for Jesus"
"May you always be filled with the fruit of your salvation—the righteous character produced in your life by Jesus Christ—for this will bring much glory and praise to God."
Philippians 1:11, NLT *********************************** Wait patiently for the Lord. Be brave and courageous. Yes, wait patiently for the Lord.
~ Psalm 27:14, NLT
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ God Bless You and Have A Great Wednesday!
"Wait patiently for the Lord. Be brave and courageous. Yes, wait patiently for the Lord."
Psalm 27:14, NLT *********************************** That's the whole story. Here now is my final conclusion: Fear God and obey his commands, for this is everyone's duty.
~ Ecclesiastes 12:13, NLT
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ God Bless you and have a great Friday!
God made the mountains kiss the clouds that we may look up beyond our own small world and strive to reach great heights. He made the ocean wide and mighty to remind us of the greatness of his love and the power of his strength. He frosts the earth with diamonds in the winter to reveal the riches that await us in heaven, and he awakens the earth with a profusion of lilacs and daffodils in the spring to show us that we've been given the gift of eternal life. He has created masterpieces, and every one of them are part of the circle of life and serve some great purpose. From the forests, to the valleys, across the dales, and even to the most distant twinkling star, and the early morning mist that creeps over the hills, God has blessed the earth with his talented hand. So do you think that God could have erred when he made you? Of course he didn't.
You're perfect, exactly what God intended you to be. As the earth is reborn this spring, remember that you're one of God's great masterpieces, a testament to his infinite wisdom and perfection.
"He gives power to the weak and strength to the powerless."
Isaiah 40:29 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ The Lord is the everlasting God, the Creator of all the earth. No one can measure the depths of his understanding.
~ Isaiah 40:28 *********************************** Have a great Saturday and God Bless You!
Hello Wendy! Thought I would drop in and say Hey! By the way, the profile pic looks great. Hope you and the family are doing well? I'm still praying as always for you and the kids. Take care sister and neighbor. Love in Christ, Kerry
"John 14:11 Believe me that I am in the Father, and the Father in me: or else believe me for the very works' sake. 12 Verily, verily, I say unto you, He that believeth on me, the works that I do shall he do also; and greater works than these shall he do; because I go unto my Father. 13 And whatsoever ye shall ask in my name, that will I do, that the Father may be glorified in the Son. 14 If ye shall ask any thing in my name, I will do it." "Mark 4:39 And he arose, and rebuked the wind, and said unto the sea, Peace, be still. And the wind ceased, and there was a great calm. 41 And they feared exceedingly, and said one to another, What manner of man is this, that even the wind and the sea obey him?"
Doing the works that Jesus did is a promise to us, doing even greater works than Jesus is a promise also. Believing is the key to receiving God's promises manifested in our lives. Asking for anything in the name of Jesus Christ is guaranteed to produced results. Expect to see Miracles.
Sharing My Testimony With a Vision and a Purpose from God!
