Love, girls, sex, marlboro menthol lights(or smooths), CHADAM, eyesuckink, vh1, channel Q, piercings, tattoos, coors light, smirnoff ice, dying my hair, drawing, writing, poetry, oblique strategies, questionablecontent.net, albinoblacksheep.com, rathergood.com, eyesuckink.com, woebot.deviantart.com, ingredientx.com, postsecret.com, animalshaveproblemstoo.com...
I also enjoy filling madlibs out with dirty words, staying up all night doing nothing productive, pointless conversations for the sake of conversation, and long walks on the beach.
Music
hawthorne hieghts, alanis morisette, anna nalick, the used, metallica, ramones, queen, lovin spoonful, puddle of mudd, nirvana, carole king, tatu, the addicts, garbage, coldplay, creed, nickleback, britney, nsync, RHCP, hep alien, alkaline trio, assorted jelly beans, fallout boy, trapt, AFI, SOTY, the killers, the dresden dolls, train, 3 doors down, creed, stone sour, sublime, From first to last, sugarcult, switchfoot, static lullabye, MCR, avril lavigne, go betty go, the distillers, tegan and sara, panic! at the disco, say anything, blue october,less than jake, jewel, the servant, U2, Escape the fate, motion city soundtrack, say anything, snow patrol, pink, paramore, the higher, secondhand serenade, monty are I, the classic crime, kimya dawson, hunter valentine, the moldy peaches, powerspace, wheatus, liz phair, matchbook romance, the matches... I'll never be able to list 'em all...
Movies
moulin rouge, better than chocolate, 50 first dates, big fish, sin city, grease, Gia, but I'm a cheerleader, a walk to remember, final destination 2, final destination 3, saw, saw 2, girl interrupted, orgasmo
Television
gilmore girls, charmed, the l word, smallville, csi, scrubs, miami ink, best week ever, comedy central presents, man vs. wild, survivorman, LA ink<3
Myspace Contact Tables
Books
oliver twist, emperess of the world, Me talk pretty one day, dress your family in corduroy and denim, keeping you a secret, sisterhood of the traveling pants 1-3,the giver, simple as snow, good moon rising, brave new world, the things they carried, tuesdays with morrie, one flew over the cuckoo's nest, kite runner, they cage the animals at night, demon in the freezer
Heroes
bert mccracken, kate moehnig, Alex Pardee, Brian Eno, Peter Schmidt and Kat Von D.
this is Alex:
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About me: check me out on youtube: http://www.youtube.com/user/woeb0t
*I look at life as if it were a giant art project... a story I'm writing...I do what I can to make it poetic
*I can't hold a grudge for long.I've forgiven my worst enemies.
*I've never broken a heart in my life, only had mine broken
*I tend to hurt people without realizing what I'm doing simply because they aren't straight forward with me
*I'm sick of rejection.
*I want to run away... and just hide.
*Sometimes I feel like too many people know who I am...
*I like it better when I'm kept more to myself.
*I'm shy as hell... you probably wouldn't know unless you saw me at school though, other times I tend to force confidence wrapped in a smile
*I'm afraid of phone calls, silence is only awkward when you can't see the person...
*I'd rather stay at home by myself and hide then face the world sometimes(most of the time) *my dad died when I was 14...
*I have dreams about him and we talk just like we used to.I've never had dreams that felt more real
*my worst fear is simply to be forgotten...or worse: to be hated
*I love body mods:piercings and tattoos<3, If I could, I'd be covered
*I want to someday be a tattoo artist *sometimes listening to THE USED helps me breathe
*I love adderall
*I like the feeling of being loved, even when it's not real, affection keeps me breathing.
*I listen better than you think.just, when having serious conversations I don't always know how to act, so I'll look the other way or play with holes in my pants, but I swear to you, I'm still listening.
*I love to draw, but I love it more when other people draw for me. it doesn't even have to be well-done... I just love it
*I don't find all silences awkward, infact, many times they're comforting.
*I don't stick up for myself so I love it when people stick up for me.
*I miss my dad like hell, it pisses me off knowing my sister was so young she's now forgetting him. At least we can look back on family videos
*I'm so ticklish I kick.. let this be a warning
*I rely on logic frequently. If you can't answer "why?" it can drive me up the wall.
*I have a tendency to over-analyze any situation.
*I'd protect my sisters (nikki and Lizete) with my life. Don't fuck with them or you're fucking with me. *I Like it better in Oregon.(Iowa can be pretty damn lame, but I love the people here, I'm scared to leave...) *I feel stuck.
*I want to go where no one knows me and start a new life... just hide from the people here... but I'm too chicken-shit to do it.
*the only 2 things I take pride in, honestly, are my writing and drawing abilities...check out woebot.deviantart.com
piercings I have include:
*1/2 lobes
*double lobes 6g
*helix orbital (2 piercings) 14g
*nipple 12g
*inverted navel 14g
Who I'd like to meet: i.wish.i.was:
but I don't know where else to go...
I'm.afraid.that:
and i might never find it again...
so we were gonna go to the bar tonight for my bday and then I lost my wallet over the weekend and we have no car for me to go get a new one, so now I can't go. =[ lol
well you dont have to be tough to have a tough exterior, i guess inside your soft then? lol sorry if im being weird i just think its fun to figure people out:)