Loserface [maintaining homeostasis]
"you would die to forget, I will live to remind you."

Female
18 years old
dsm, Iowa
United States



Last Login: 10/12/2008
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    Loserface [maintaining homeostasis]'s Interests
GeneralPhoto Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket Love, girls, sex, marlboro menthol lights(or smooths), CHADAM, eyesuckink, vh1, channel Q, piercings, tattoos, coors light, smirnoff ice, dying my hair, drawing, writing, poetry, oblique strategies, questionablecontent.net, albinoblacksheep.com, rathergood.com, eyesuckink.com, woebot.deviantart.com, ingredientx.com, postsecret.com, animalshaveproblemstoo.com... I also enjoy filling madlibs out with dirty words, staying up all night doing nothing productive, pointless conversations for the sake of conversation, and long walks on the beach.
Music

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hawthorne hieghts, alanis morisette, anna nalick, the used, metallica, ramones, queen, lovin spoonful, puddle of mudd, nirvana, carole king, tatu, the addicts, garbage, coldplay, creed, nickleback, britney, nsync, RHCP, hep alien, alkaline trio, assorted jelly beans, fallout boy, trapt, AFI, SOTY, the killers, the dresden dolls, train, 3 doors down, creed, stone sour, sublime, From first to last, sugarcult, switchfoot, static lullabye, MCR, avril lavigne, go betty go, the distillers, tegan and sara, panic! at the disco, say anything, blue october,less than jake, jewel, the servant, U2, Escape the fate, motion city soundtrack, say anything, snow patrol, pink, paramore, the higher, secondhand serenade, monty are I, the classic crime, kimya dawson, hunter valentine, the moldy peaches, powerspace, wheatus, liz phair, matchbook romance, the matches... I'll never be able to list 'em all...
Moviesmoulin rouge, better than chocolate, 50 first dates, big fish, sin city, grease, Gia, but I'm a cheerleader, a walk to remember, final destination 2, final destination 3, saw, saw 2, girl interrupted, orgasmo
Televisiongilmore girls, charmed, the l word, smallville, csi, scrubs, miami ink, best week ever, comedy central presents, man vs. wild, survivorman, LA ink<3
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Booksoliver twist, emperess of the world, Me talk pretty one day, dress your family in corduroy and denim, keeping you a secret, sisterhood of the traveling pants 1-3,the giver, simple as snow, good moon rising, brave new world, the things they carried, tuesdays with morrie, one flew over the cuckoo's nest, kite runner, they cage the animals at night, demon in the freezer
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HeroesPhoto Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucketbert mccracken, kate moehnig, Alex Pardee, Brian Eno, Peter Schmidt and Kat Von D. this is Alex: ....
Groups: The WeekendRoosevelt SAGASupport Same-Sex Marriage!iowa glbtSUPERhottqueerkidsLesbians that RockRoosevelt RoundupAlternative Gay Girls UK

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     Loserface [maintaining homeostasis]'s Details
Status:Single
Here for:Friends
Orientation:Lesbian
Hometown:Des moines, Iowa
Body type:5' 8" / Slim / Slender
Ethnicity:White / Caucasian
Religion:Atheist
Zodiac Sign:Cancer
Smoke / Drink:No / No
Children:Someday
Education:High school
Occupation:sales associate

   Loserface [maintaining homeostasis]'s Schools
Dmacommunity College Urban/Des Moines
Des Moines,IA
Graduated: N/A
Degree: In Progress
 

2008 to Present
Roosevelt High School
Des Moines,Iowa
Graduated: 2008
Clubs: thespians, band, bowling, art (if I have time)
 

2004 to 2008

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   Loserface [maintaining homeostasis]'s Blurbs
About me:
check me out on youtube: http://www.youtube.com/user/woeb0t

*I look at life as if it were a giant art project... a story I'm writing...I do what I can to make it poetic
*I can't hold a grudge for long.I've forgiven my worst enemies.
*I've never broken a heart in my life, only had mine broken
*I tend to hurt people without realizing what I'm doing simply because they aren't straight forward with me
*I'm sick of rejection.
*I want to run away... and just hide. *Sometimes I feel like too many people know who I am...
*I like it better when I'm kept more to myself.
*I'm shy as hell... you probably wouldn't know unless you saw me at school though, other times I tend to force confidence wrapped in a smile
*I'm afraid of phone calls, silence is only awkward when you can't see the person...
*I'd rather stay at home by myself and hide then face the world sometimes(most of the time)
*my dad died when I was 14...
*I have dreams about him and we talk just like we used to.I've never had dreams that felt more real
*my worst fear is simply to be forgotten...or worse: to be hated
*I love body mods:piercings and tattoos<3, If I could, I'd be covered *I want to someday be a tattoo artist
*sometimes listening to THE USED helps me breathe
*I love adderall
*I like the feeling of being loved, even when it's not real, affection keeps me breathing.
*I listen better than you think.just, when having serious conversations I don't always know how to act, so I'll look the other way or play with holes in my pants, but I swear to you, I'm still listening.
*I love to draw, but I love it more when other people draw for me. it doesn't even have to be well-done... I just love it
*I don't find all silences awkward, infact, many times they're comforting.
*I don't stick up for myself so I love it when people stick up for me.
*I miss my dad like hell, it pisses me off knowing my sister was so young she's now forgetting him. At least we can look back on family videos
*I'm so ticklish I kick.. let this be a warning
*I rely on logic frequently. If you can't answer "why?" it can drive me up the wall.
*I have a tendency to over-analyze any situation.
*I'd protect my sisters (nikki and Lizete) with my life. Don't fuck with them or you're fucking with me.
*I Like it better in Oregon.(Iowa can be pretty damn lame, but I love the people here, I'm scared to leave...)
*I feel stuck.
*I want to go where no one knows me and start a new life... just hide from the people here... but I'm too chicken-shit to do it.
*the only 2 things I take pride in, honestly, are my writing and drawing abilities...check out woebot.deviantart.com
piercings I have include:
*1/2 lobes
*double lobes 6g
*helix orbital (2 piercings) 14g
*nipple 12g
*inverted navel 14g
Who I'd like to meet:
i.wish.i.was:
explodingdog
but I don't know where else to go...


I'm.afraid.that:
it's really all gone
and i might never find it again...

   


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Loserface [maintaining homeostasis] has 328 friends.
 Nikki[cellular is broken] 


 R*L*P 


 Scared to Beth 


 Ariana {is back from the U.S.} 


 Sami K 


 {h e a v e n --☆ 


 k. DUB 


 Famous for being [Me] t.a.l 


 justin 





Loserface [maintaining homeostasis]'s Friends Comments
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SHAE





Oct 10 2008 7:11 AM

i figured that i'd leave you a comment... to keep a good balance. :]

basically...you're going to tegan and sara! am im completely jealous!!! don't forget~ if you decide you're too sick to go, i'll take your sister. lol

anyways enjoy you're weekend. be safe. and let tegan and sara make you well.
Bernice Von EllisD.





Oct 8 2008 11:28 PM

aahahaha


:)

i can definatly say the same for you.
danielle





Oct 8 2008 10:32 PM

Alright ha, just woke up. My cat wouldn't leave me alone lol.
You?
SHAE





Oct 8 2008 6:28 PM

hey i was totally jamming out to i kissed a drunk girl on your page =D

so i hope you learned a lot in class today!
danielle





Oct 8 2008 8:06 AM

Hello =)
Kira





Oct 8 2008 5:41 AM

alright well i think we should come up with a specific day and time. preferably soon.
Bernice Von EllisD.





Oct 8 2008 3:05 AM

aha i guess that would mean im sexy for the 3rd shirt i was wearing.


i almost typed "the 3rd shit i was wearing."

just thought you would like to know.

:)
SHAE





Oct 7 2008 9:22 PM

lol i told you i were cleaning. so therefore i missed you. sorry back. ttyl.
SHAE





Oct 7 2008 7:43 PM

whoa! youre on myspace but not on aim?!?!
Kira





Oct 7 2008 7:18 PM

Now. Seriously.
Kira





Oct 7 2008 6:06 PM

LET'S FUCKING HANG OUT
Scared to Beth





Oct 7 2008 2:56 PM

jux random drunken things.
like we used to do.
cuz rachels real funny.
SHAE





Oct 7 2008 7:40 AM

to the instant m-ing...

{Domino}





Oct 7 2008 4:25 AM

lol no need to be nice i pretty much know that I'm ultimately a weird person when it comes to my hobbies but thanks for being nice regardless:)
Kira





Oct 7 2008 4:24 AM

oh well that's good so to speak.
do you have aim?? mine is kirakirakira11 you should im me
Kira





Oct 6 2008 9:26 PM

so i ended up not going to the drag show....

but i'm going to stick with what i said and say we should hang/talk sometime. seriously.
Scared to Beth





Oct 6 2008 7:21 PM

oh, and I think we should make a video at the skate park sometime.
it'd be sweet.
Concrete Angel


Is Online


Oct 6 2008 6:19 PM

Thanks for the add


Photobucket

Photobucket
Scared to Beth





Oct 6 2008 4:25 PM

how was pride weekend?

so we were gonna go to the bar tonight for my bday and then I lost my wallet over the weekend and we have no car for me to go get a new one, so now I can't go.
=[ lol
laura





Oct 6 2008 5:32 AM

hey hey hey,

i think that i added you because you like marlboro menthol lights. and that's my favorite kind of cigarette.

yummah.

so how's life otherwise? and all that jazz. i'm being a creeper. soooorrry.
{Domino}





Oct 5 2008 11:01 PM

well you dont have to be tough to have a tough exterior, i guess inside your soft then? lol sorry if im being weird i just think its fun to figure people out:)
SHAE





Oct 5 2008 10:00 PM

thank you...really...i mean it
SHAE





Oct 3 2008 11:23 PM

<3ya
SHAE





Oct 2 2008 8:06 PM

p.s. i like that song on your page...the
Disappear- Summer Obsession
SHAE





Oct 2 2008 8:03 PM

SHAE





Oct 2 2008 7:57 PM

lmao! i love your jokes!!!

how do you know when u r 2 drunk 2 drive?
when you swerve to miss a tree and realize its the fucken air freshener hanging from ur mirror.
SHAE





Oct 2 2008 3:20 AM

Psh...that's it?

Just blue... :[

now you made me... [see above]
SHAE





Oct 1 2008 5:14 PM

Babe~ you make me :D
SHAE





Sep 30 2008 9:01 PM

yellow
Scared to Beth





Sep 30 2008 9:01 PM

will you be my friend during pride weekend? please!
Brea!





Sep 24 2008 10:55 PM

I'm at a friend's house and I'm going to walk home now so I won't be on for a bit but we can talk later if you want.
=]
Brea!





Sep 24 2008 9:24 PM

Hello beautiful! I haven't talked to you in a bit so I thought I'd say hi! I like your laptop's name.
iloveher.&trade [FMS]