About me: StevenMannette's Bio&SelfAwareness&RelaxingTechniques&Hobbies My name is StevenMannette,I'm from Canada,B.C.I am 21 years old.I'm not the average "joe".I'm left handed,indigo child,and I'm an Aquarius.I'm an "aquarius" thats always "curious", and because I'm so "curious" all the time my "curiousity" is endless.I have a "positive order" called "Tourette Syndrome".The "Tourette Syndrome" I have is the full version of "ts" which is a combonation of "Ts" & "BiPolar".I know exactly what it is and what it does.I've never taken any meds for it because I have never wanted to^^ because I know how to handle it and it has truly been a blessing in my life because I am able to see things in a different light.It has truly been the greatest "teacher" to me and "continues" to be.I'm an honest person even without it,but because I have it it also makes me even more honest.The reason I like to call it a "positive order" is because I know exactly what it is and what it does to me, and it truly makes me a more "caring" and "honest" individual which is what I believe the world needs more of.I know this from my soul that "swear words" are a very small part of what "ts" actually is it is way way "deeper" then just "swear words" which are basically "warning signs" of what it actually is.Ts also consists of "add" which is "Attention Deficit Disorder","adhd" which is "Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder,"odd" which is "Oppositional Defiance Disorder","Insomnia", which is " an inability to sleep despite being tired","a light,fitful sleep that leaves one fatigued upon awakening","waking up too early","ocd" which is "Obessive Compulsive Disorder",etc which all of this leads up to a greater picture then just the attributes that go with it.Because of all those attributes when I was younger I was in my own "world" not anymore because I know how to break out of it.I study myself,people and life.I know why i'm alive and I know exactly who I am and what I want to do in life until i'm dead.I'm not afraid of life or death.Ultimate "bliss" can only be achieved when the mind,body,soul is completly "aligned" together if it isn't that is when everything can get out of "wack".Music is my life because when I listen to music it goes through all the emotions that happen to you in a lifetime.Blues and jazz is my news thoughts are your soul speaking to you not insanity.Thoughts are the "window" to your "soul" "express" them and they will "guide" you.Listening with your "ears" can also open your "soul".What guides me is my "ears" because I've always heard things into "depth" and how things come across when their said^^ because my hearing has always been "accute" and I've always been able to hear my "thoughts".I enjoy "writing" a lot because when you write your "thoughts" down it is different then "talking" them outloud because you know exactly how to say them which is actually your "soul" and "genuine" "personality" speaking to you when you write and think.When you use "swear words" it makes you feel honesty throughout your body which goes beyond the lies and bullshit and you feel and know what is the real "truth" and what is a blatent "lie".When you are "thinking" what can jog up and arrise "thoughts" does not just come from the "brain" but also how your body is feeling which by simply feeling how your body feels can make you think without even using your brain which is why we are not just mind but mind,body,and soul because we can think with the mind,the body, and the soul.I respect all "religions" and "faiths" but I "dispise" when someone forces their faith on me,especially if i've kindly said no.I have my own philosophy and theories that I follow and practice and live by and I know that we are all "gods" and that we all have the "power" inside all of us to "heal" ourselves.I always show what is going on inside my head and how I feel through my "actions" and by my "actions" people can tell how I really feel on the "inside".I know we experience an "inside world" and an "outer world" and when your able to express your "insides" to the "outside" it "releases" how you feel on the inside without it staying cooped up inside you."I'm outgoing,talkative,risk taker,I enjoy meeting new,nice and honest people.I am a very "positive" and "happy" person^^ and I dislike people that are "difficult" purposly, and that are "negative".If I truly wanted to focus on being "negative" I could make my life into a "living" "hell" but I choose to be "positive" because by being "positive" and having a "glorious outcome" you can "overcome" any obstacle".I talk to "young" and "old" people.I enjoy listening to "all peoples thoughts" and i'll listen even if I completly "disagree" with someone elses thoughts so I get info from it whether I like it or not hehe.I don't judge people by their "looks" I since people by what their "personality" and "thoughts" are because I am more "brains" then my looks,and looks can be very deceiving which can be totally opposite of what is really going through someones head compared to with what they look like.My friend ChristophPEbert's philosophy "realize2actualize" shows that we all have different personalities depending on what you've been through in life so far^^ which is basically a "philosophy" on "personalities".We all have a "past" "story" that leads us up to where we are "now a days" and what my friend ChristophPEbert is doing is sharing his and I am as well to help out others from not getting trapped into the wrong direction^^ and really finding out their true selves and "genuine" "personality".The "teacher" and the "universe" lies within us and all around us on the outside and everywhere.Everywhere is a "teacher" that can guide you.I don't like people that are "punks" and "jerks" that go through life lying and ticking others off purposly.If I find and since someone is like that I don't spend my time around them, and "seclude" myself from those type of people.I don't care what others think of me because I'm ultimatly in complete bliss with myself and I enjoy myself and my own company.If I believe in something I will do what it takes to succeed I "never" give up.I am open minded and by being open about myself people can learn what type of person I am from my openess and what they see^^ and when your open and you have nothing to "hide" people can tell and when your "lying" to "others" and "yourself" the lies will show your true color as time passes by.The way I "teach" someone a "lesson" is if someone crosses the line with me I can drop them and they can learn to face their deamons or spend a life time living in their own personal "hell".I am a nice person^^ but if someone gets on my "evil" side its not pretty hehe. I like "helping" people out.I am a very emotional person^^^,I have "played" with my emotions many times to figure out exactly how my emotions work^^ and I have figured out how emotions work through and through.I love life^^^ and experiences^^ and emotions because emotions make me feel alive^^^ without any I wouldn't feel alive and as I always like to call it "lust for life".I express exactly how I feel on the inside through my actions which shows others how I feel.I have many sides to my personality^^^ and I have a good side and a bad side.I have a very "serious" side to my personality.I never show anyone my "evil" side unless i'm pushed to my absolute limit^^^ which if anyone did see my dark side it would blow the regular mind away and you wouldn't be alive to talk about it which is why I don't show that unless I'm forced to which I don't want anyone to know that side of me except myself which I hold close to my heart deep inside me as protection to myself.I have been angry before inside my mind to the point that I saw red in my "eyes" and invisioned a "stormy rain cloud" which made me go past the anger barrier and went beyond it which taught me many things from the anger leading me and teaching me all kinds of points.Even simply knowing your "likes" and "pet pieves" can "teach" you a great deal about yourself.I "meditate" sometimes and what got me into "meditation" was because I would always have so many "thoughts" and would not be able to shut them off when in "awake" mode which I would describe "thoughts" and "thinking" as "heaven" and "hell" because its great to think and exercise the mind but not if you "over think", and etc.When I meditate I completly stop "thinking" about anything for a while which really opened my mind up to a whole new "realm" and "relaxation" method.To gear towards fast "meditation" and "zoning" out I rely on my "ears" and "hearing" and by focusing on "1" "sound" or "sounds" that my ears pick up allows me to go into fast "meditation".Basically in simple terms "meditation" is a type of "method" to block out your thoughts which can be done by "sounds" which when done can truly "clear" and "relax" your mind and "opens" your "mind" up even more.You can also "meditate" on "dark energy" which is "meditating" in a place that is completly "dark" and "black" such as a "shadow" like during the "night time".When your in a "dark" place you can "work" on "yourself" such as your "soul" which is what "shadow work" is all about.Majority of the time I am very level headed which I enjoy being,it gives me peace of mind^^ and I'm not an "extremist".I used to be a "master manipulator" indirectly because how my brain works,and I still could be if I choose to but I choose not to unless someone really makes me upset.I now can understand my grandma EugeniaRoyal and understand exactly why she acted the way she did and who she was.She never really new herself but because I understand myself inn and out I understand her,and because her routes which is "TouretteSyndrome" is deeply embeded inside me which allow me to know her routes and where she orignally came from which is the U.S,Texas.If you want to learn about "ts" here are 2 sites 1 that explains a lot about it and the other with a guy that is 40 years old that has it who lives in the u.s TouretteSyndrome & TouretteSyndromeLifesATwitch & TourettesGuyForum.Here is another positive order that i've been learning about which I find very similar to "ts" called "BiPolar" if you want to learn about it just check out BiPolar.Tourettes & BiPolar are definatly "alcohol" & "drug" related that got through to the genes and altered the genes.When i'm high from ts I feel my thoughts changing and my vision going blurry & spaced out, and my body reacting and feeling very differently then normal.When i'm having a "ts" "high" my thoughts don't always change and instead I sometimes get a "massive" "headache" and I feel my "brain" "throbbing" which is also a sign that i'm in a "ts" high.When i'm in that kind of state I can start "uncontrollably" "sniffing" which can make me go into another "ts" high and when i'm in a deep "ts" high I then start "winking" my "eyes" which then starts to "blurr" my "vision" which changes my "pupil" size and "speeds" up my "thoughts" and can also make me make "sounds" & "grind" my "teeth" together, and then I feel my "brain" getting "heavier" then the rest of my body which is the feeling of "light" "headedness".After the "ts" high period is over my "mind" and "thoughts" and "face" "slow" down to a "crawl" which generates the "tiredness" and "depression" "feeling" & "thoughts" because the "high" "speeds" up my "face" and "thoughts" so much so that my body has to fix itself and does it by doing that.If that stage doesn't occur the "ts" "high" can also just cause the "thoughts" to change to "fear","worthlessness","depression","agitation", and "anger" which makes me "less" "talkative" but even just a "little" "high pitched" "sound" even from the "harmonica" can "instantly" stop the "ts" "high" feeling from "building" up "higher" & "higher" and changing my "thoughts","emotions", and making my "brain" "throb".I can tell when the "ts" "high" is "building" up through my "brain" because it "warns" me by an "air" "sound" that goes through my "ears" which sounds exactly like "squeezing" your "nose" to equalize your "ears" on an "airplane".During a "ts" "high" and "alcoholic" state my mind is judging and only thinking with the mind rather then with all the bodies "senses" because all the bodies senses take part in helping us think clearly and when the "sences" are "distorted" then 1 sence can be thinking on its own rather then all the senses thinking and working altogether.The "ts" "high" continues to "build" even when i'm laying down "sleeping" which is why "TouretteSyndrome" is a "sleep disorder" because it effects my "sleep" and if I continue laying in bed trying to "fall asleep" I feel my "brain" "throbbing" but when I get out of bed and "stand up" and "sit down" I do not "feel" my "brain" "throbbing" as intensly compared to just laying my "head" on the "pillow".Even after i've fallen "asleep" the "ts" "high" can still be "happening" during my "sleep" and "building" "up" so its "cruicial" I know how I'm "feeling" even when I "wake" "up" from "sleeping" so I can get rid of the "ts" "high" right away.When the "ts" high is "released" my "pupils" become "extremly" "sensitive" to "light" and the "size" of them "changes" simply by switching "on" and "off" a "bathroom" "light".Even simply going on the "computer" and "listening" to the "fan" of the "computer" tones down and releases the "ts" "high".What can "control" the "ts" "high" and get rid of it is "sound therapy" which simply by "sounds" and "high pitched" "sounds" can get rid of the high each day.With "high pitched" "sounds" and "sounds" in general I feel my ear drum vibrating which then vibrates my "brain" and gets rid of the high from my "brain" because it pushes it out out of my "brain" and out of the "ears" exactly what the "esophagus" does for example.The "reason" it "works" is because the "ts" "high" "throbs" through the "brain" and into the "ears" where it gets "stuck".When the "ts" "high" is pushed out of my "brain" by "sound" it then gets stuck in my "body" and if my body gets set off by something the "high" can happen again from my body and go straight to my "brain" again and out.I can vividly "feel" and "since" other people's "thoughts" & "emotions" as well as my own.I can also "prevent" the "ts" high from happening by "controlling" the "sniffing".The feeling I would describe of "TouretteSyndrome" & "BiPolar" has been like a "prisoner" in my own "mind" and "body" but now I know how to break out of it completly so I am no longer a "prisoner".Being a "prisoner" in my own "mind" and "body" has taught me so much because it has forced me to face myself and deal with all my "emotions" which I consider it to be a complete blessing because it does not let me ignore myself.I can look back at my "life" so far and "laugh" at my "TouretteSyndrome" & "BiPolar" because now I know all the reasons behind it and what it does to me which has truly made me the person I am today and I wouldn't go back and change a thing.I've always been "high" on life because of my "ts" from the start when I came into the world and still.I release my "ts" "high" in "spurts" so that before I go into "mania" the "mania" is not as strong because the "ts" "high" does build up and if I don't release the "ts" "high" in spurts during a day the "mania" can be overwhelming and exhaust my mind and body which is the route of the "depression" feeling.Releasing my "emotions" from the "ts" "high" in "spurts" makes the "mania" less severe compared to letting it build up and up during the day."TouretteSyndrome" is a "spectrum" because it doesn't just cause me to go through just "1" stage but several stages and I do get a good high when I deal with my "emotions" and a bad "high" if I don't.The "ts" "high" can be "completly" "controlled" by "high pitched" "sound" which releases the "ts" "high" and stops the "brain" "throbbing" but also can "reastablish" and "sprout" the "ts high" again if "listened" to once the "ts " "high" has been "released"."Temperature" can also "control" the "ts" "high" such as "heat" which even simply having a "hot" "shower" "forcefully" "relaxes" the "body" and "drains" out the "ts high" from the "body" and also stops the "brain" from "throbbing" and the "breathing" from being "uptight" and feeling in a "knot" because the "ts high" gets stuck in the "body" and gives the "body" a "cramp" which is what makes you use your "brain" so much when your "high" because you can "pysically" feel your "emotions" throughout your whole body.Drinking lots of "liquid" "controls" the "ts" "high" which stops the "air" from the "ts" "high" from going to the "brain"."Laughing" also "controls" the "ts" "high" and gets rid of the "ts" "high" from my "brain".I am very sure something got into the "irish" "genes" which is why the "irish" are known for being "hot tempered" because the "ts high" does change my "thought pattern" so I can relate very much to the "irish".I believe in "equality" and that we are all "equal" males & females and that we can all "learn" and "benefit" from eachother.I've always wished I was "normal" from "cirumstances" that have happened to me in my life which made me feel very guilty about not being able to control myself because I didn't know how "ts" effected me.Now I know how "TouretteSyndrome" effects me which allows me to have "complete" "control" over myself which is what I like because I enjoy being in "control" of myself and have always been "selfconscious".Life is really how you live it and once you have a set way of living it you can enjoy it more.Life is "short" and it gives us the "opportunity" to "figure" out exactly who we are and your "personality" and once you have gained that "awareness" then it will guide you and take you to places,and what "counts" the most to me is what I do while i'm "alive".I am now currently taking "meds" and am recovering.I am staying at a place called "PioneerHouse" and the link for what its about is PioneerHouse&Cresst&Ebt(CommunityLiving)
I am a "comedian","blues&jazz musician","artist","philosopher","writer" and anything else I put my mind to that I want to do in life.
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ChristophPEbert'sRealize2ActualizeYouTubeChristophPEbert'sRealize2ActualizeYouTubeGroupChristophPEbert'sRealize2ActualizeARoomForConsiousrEvolutionPalTalkRoom&CommunityTribeChristophPEbertRealize2ActualizeChristophPEbert'sRealize2ActualizeTribeGroupFrappr!ConsciousrEvolutionChristophPEbert'sMySpace
and I also have a yahoo group similar to my friends but in my own style which is SelfAwareness*~--ThinkingRevolution--;;Listening;;
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Who I'd like to meet: New&Nice Honest people. I have msn messenger & your welcome to add me if you would like to my addy is stevenmannettejevantjuhtje@bluesnet.every1.net and my yahoo addy is stevencoolcat
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hey steve , keep strivin on bruvva :) nice to cross paths with u. ur pic looks a tad similar to one of mine (minus the goatee) , its one of juwst my head, we look alike on that one tho. lol.
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