I cook bacon at a college level.
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"“Expose yourself to your deepest fear; after that, fear has no power, and the fear of freedom shrinks and vanishes. You are free.”"
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27 years old
Santa Fe, New Mexico
United States
Last Login: 10/12/2008
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| Status: | Married | | Here for: | Networking, Friends | | Orientation: | Straight | | Hometown: | Bensenville, IL | | Body type: | 5' 7" / Average | | Ethnicity: | White / Caucasian | | Zodiac Sign: | Libra | | Smoke / Drink: | Yes / Yes | | Children: | Proud parent | | Education: | Some college | | Occupation: | Senior Developer | | Income: | $100,000 to $150,000 |
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I'm 26 years old I currently contract to a genetic testing company in Santa Fe NM, I am married and have 3 kids. I enjoy working with cutting edge software and systems, I love a good joke, I hate anyone who plays World of Warcraft they are all loosers and liars these people have no grasp on reality and they all get what they deserve, I can't stand people that use others.
I miss living in Chicago and miss the few friends I had there, Santa Fe is cool but it can never replace my home.
And then, something happened. I let go. Lost in oblivion. Dark and silent and complete. I found freedom. Losing all hope was freedom.
Warning: If you are reading this then this warning is for you. Every word you read of this useless fine print is another second off your life. Don't you have other things to do? Is your life so empty that you honestly can't think of a better way to spend these moments? Or are you so impressed with authority that you give respect and credence to all that claim it? Do you read everything you're supposed to read? Do you think every thing you're supposed to think? Buy what you're told to want? Get out of your apartment. Meet a member of the opposite sex. Stop the excessive shopping and masturbation. Quit your job. Start a fight. Prove you're alive. If you don't claim your humanity you will become a statistic. You have been warned
I see all this potential, and I see squandering. God damn it, an entire generation pumping gas, waiting tables; slaves with white collars. Advertising has us chasing cars and clothes, working jobs we hate so we can buy shit we don't need. We're the middle children of history, man. No purpose or place. We have no Great War. No Great Depression. Our Great War's a spiritual war... our Great Depression is our lives. We've all been raised on television to believe that one day we'd all be millionaires, and movie gods, and rock stars. But we won't. And we're slowly learning that fact. And we're very, very pissed off.
If you could be either God's worst enemy or nothing, which would you choose? We're the middle children of history, we have no special purpose or place, and unless we get God's attention, we have no hope of damnation or redemption. Which is worse, hell or nothing? Burn the museums, wipe your ass with the Mona Lisa. This way, at least God will know your name.
"If you're going to try, go all the way. Otherwise don't even start. This could mean losing girlfriends, wives, relatives, jobs. And maybe your mind. It could mean not eating for three or four days. It could mean freezing on a park bench. It could mean jail. It could mean derision. It could mean mockery, isolation. Isolation is the gift. All the others are a test of your endurance. Of how much you really want to do it. And you'll do it, despite rejection in the worst odds. And it will be better than anything else you can imagine. If you're going to try, go all the way. There is no other feeling like that. You will be alone with the gods. And the nights will flame with fire. You will ride life straight to perfect laughter. It's the only good fight there is." -Charles Bukowski
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