Art, Music, Philosophies, Theories, Space, Books, Writing, Directing, Movies, Kisses and Hugs from my boo, Hanging out with my friends, but most of all, sleeping. I sleep all the time. (: Food, Dr.Pepper, Friendlys, Humor, and pretty eyes, cute faces.
Music
Blink-182, Angels and Airwaves, Boxcar Racer, Plus 44, Michael Buble, Nat King Cole, Billie Holiday, Frank Sinatra, Ella Fitzgerald, Ben Gibbard, Death Cab for Cutie, John Lennon, The Beatles, Linkin Park, Yellowcard
Movies
The Notebook, Across the Universe, Juno, August Rush, Moulin Rouge, Start the Machine, Four Brothers
Books
The Perks of Being a Wallflower, When it Happens
Heroes
Emily:
You are probably the most interesting girl in the world. You're my best friend, and love of my life. We've been through so much together, and I am so thankful to even have you. You're the girl that makes me smile the most, You're the girl that gives me butterflies when we're together. I love your kisses and hugs, you're my everything. And I absolutely adore you. You're so beautiful. Baby, I love you.
Davis:
You're one cool fucking dude. You're like a brother to me. We've been friends for a while, and we have had so many fucking crazy times together. Whether we're making fucking homemade pancakes or using the extendatron -- you truly are my best friend. Thanks for being so cool.
Cameron:
You're a goofy ass kid. You are so fucking funny and we've been friends since 5th grade. You seem to be really understanding and mature now, and that's so fucking cool. I really like talking to you about things, and you're really fun to hang around with. You're another brother of mine, bro. Thanks for being there. Stay cool. :)
Theresa:
Ahhh. You are a really caring and sensitive girl who I really like talking too. I'm glad we talk more now, and actually hung out again. You really make me smile, and you have a beautiful tramp stamp. Stay your caring self. You're one of a kind.
Aidan:
Awh. :) You are a really close friend of mine now. We haven't known eachother for too long but you're a really cool and caring chick. You're really laid back and I'm glad you listen to me if I have something to say. Thanks for being there for me. You're a really good friend. One more thing, SOUTHERNGAYMEN! Bahah.
Sara:
Ahh, Sara! You're a hilarious girl and you're really really nice. I really love hanging out with you. Especially when we walked to the TotLot and just sat under the trees on a random rock in the middle of that river thing. That was so much fun. You're a really cool person to chill with. I wish we could chill more and talk about more interesting things !
Fahvyon:
Even though we don't hang out much, you're really an amazing kid. I never found a teenage kid that was so fucking cool like you. You wear some lime green shit and you're fucking awesome. I'm glad you open up to me about things, and I'm thankful for having you as a friend. You're really cool, just stay that way and don't let people's comments bother you. You're a really good kid.
About me: In life, everyone has their downfalls, their weak points, and flaws. No one is perfect. So remember, when you judge me, don't judge me as the perfect perspective and person you want to see, Judge me for who I am. What I do, and how I feel. Don't treat me like someone you want me to be. Judge me for me.
Label me if you must, do whichever makes you feel good about yourself. If I'm the emo kid, than oh well -- use your stereotypes to tear me down. But I'm telling you this now, it won't work. I'm by far the last person that cares about what people think about me. At one point in my life I used to care on what people thought about me. I always thought, what are they thinking about me? Do they hate me? Am I annoying to them? Can I change to make them happy? Oh, but no -- it's not what they want to see or what THEY want me to be, It's who I want to be. And I choose to be myself. I hang out with whom I want too. None of my friends to me are "losers." I treat everyone equally with the respect they deserve. I don't shun on someone just because of the way they dress, or how they look. I treat them as a person, and how they deserve to be treated -- with respect.
Remember to enjoy life, and cheerish every moment. Don't take anything for granted. You'll never know when you'll loose that one thing that made you once happy. Just live days as they go by, keep going day by day. And never forget, Don't worry about what people think. Share a smile with someone, wave, or say hello to a total stranger. Don't be a hermit inside and not speak to the world whatsoever. Make yourself known, and prove everyone wrong that you're more than meets the eye.
ooh good for you haha i have step with emily and jackie and cheyenne, etc so i get up early to take a shower and i'm drying my hair as we speak. have to leave around 8:30.
see no, i didnt acutally fall in love with him. i just like yaknow loved him. like i love everyone else. he meant so much to me. we known eachother for like a year or so. and i actually felt like he liked me. but he just decides to break me. he knows im fragile. and he knew all this stuff. and he just
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