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I am a human being whether you like it or not. I have good days and I have bad days. I try to give everyone a chance, but I don't believe in second chances. I have done a lot of changing in the past 6 months, I'd like to think for the better. I'm starting to understand my place, and what's going on. I've lost a lot, and I've gained a lot. I'd like to consider myself a strong person, but other times I consider myself a coward. I have a very contradicting personality, I'm aware. I do not do drugs or drink. Yes, I have in the past, but like I've stated, I've done a lot of changing. I'm very content with my life currently. I try to look on the brighter side of things even when there isn't one to be seen. I am a bit shallow, but aren't we all? I aspire to one day be a plastic surgeon, and move to L.A. or London. I have no intention to make it "big", but I do have every intention of making it. I am creative, and usually make good use of my time. I've never had a real job, never had any need to. I've always wanted to be a runway model, but I'm too short to qualify. I am in the high school band, and I'm proud. I used to take ballet, and continued that for 13 years of my life. I love to paint and draw as well. I love to keep art in my life. I kinda have a thing for smiling, you see, I do it a lot. I am originally from the 413 Massachusetts, so some of you may know me from there, and should make plans with me for when I go back. I currently reside in 580 Oklahoma, if you live close, let's make plans. I tend to feel neglected easily, but a simple hello fixes that. I like to cheer other people up. I would like to make a difference in someone's life if I can't in the world.