We miss you Paul Granada 04/10/81 - 10/28/05's Blurbs
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Poem written for Paul by Fabian Granada
KNOWING
How do I keep on going
Knowing I can’t touch your face
Knowing the clock will tick a billion times
Before I feel your embrace
How do I keep holding on
Knowing I don’t hear your voice
Knowing I can’t kiss your cheek
No!!! This wasn’t our choice!!!
How can I keep on breathing
Knowing your laugh is so far
Knowing I can’t just come visit
Your home next to the stars
How do I keep a straight face
Knowing I’m torn up inside
Knowing I can’t take a pill
Right now I just want to hide
How do I hold my head high
Knowing you’ll never be old
Knowing your face will always be smooth
Hold me, I’m feeling so cold
Tell me, how can I do it
Knowing the pain will not leave
Tell me, please, I’m pleading
I just want to be able to breathe
What is it your trying to teach me
What is it your trying to say
Your message is still so confusing
Yet you’re closer to me every day
I think I might understand
I think I’m beginning to see
I think I now hear your voice
And the message you’re sending to me
You say I have to keep going
Knowing I will touch your face
Knowing the clock will tick fast enough
Then eternal will be our embrace
You want me to keep holding on
Knowing I will hear your voice
Knowing I will kiss your cheek
Together, let’s make that choice
You tell me to just keep on breathing
Knowing your laugh isn’t far
Knowing you will come and visit
Your home is here where we are
You promise to make me smile
Knowing this heals me inside
Knowing I don’t need a pill
You’ve shown me I don’t need to hide
You tell me to hold my head high
Knowing you’ll never be old
Knowing your face will always be smooth
Aging is always so cold
You have faith in me, you know I can do it
Knowing the pain might not leave
You’re pleading with me to be patient
Day by day I’ll learn how to breathe
Thank you for trying to teach me
The words you weren’t able to say
Thank you for warmly reminding
That you’re closer to me every day
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I GRADUATED YESTERDAY!!!i never have to go to school ever again.bootcamp is different.but i never have to go to public school.what a relief.hope your proud of me.wish you could have been there.but i know you were watching me.love you paul.
Happy 27th Paul. I had a dream last night that you were still here. Everything seems so dull without you. Jon &I often talk about the great things you would be doing if you were still around, but I guess you are doing greater things where you are now. Here or not You've always had a way of tying the family together.
You are always in our thoughts but today especially. You would have been 27, seems weird. We miss you and love you always. I wonder what life would be like if you were still here....
Life is so dull without you in it. I miss so many wonderful things about you, I love you. Thanks for the memories, that's what makes me laugh and cry when I think about you. I just miss you so much. I wish you were here to celebrate your birthday today.
Hi Paul! I wanted to recognize your birthday and let you know that I still think of you often. It is so fun to think back on my memories with you because they all make me laugh! Thank you for all the great memories! I still miss you....Happy Birthday!
Just thinking about you. Can't believe its been 2 and a half years. I am almost 29! Whoa. But I feel so young when I think about you because you'll always be 24 and I'll always be 25. BFF. 143!
I love you Paul,I'll never forget the first and last time I ever got to see you and only time you and I met at kris's place...Laughs,brotherly love, and McDonalds.I'm sure you felt like I did after eating those double cheeseburgers too...woo-hoo!:O)
Hey Paul, I miss you a lot. I have been remembering some of those good time we had in that apartment with Jud. I still laugh about the smurf shower and all that Vaseline. That was some of the funnest times of my life. Thanks Paul.
P.s. I am still pulling pranks on Jud, you would be proud.
Just thinking about how handsome you are, remembering your awesome style..your sleek black leather banana republic sandals and khaki shorts you used to wear. I see Austin Growing up so fast and can't believe you haven't been here for any of it. I love you soooooo.
I sure love you, Paully. I was just remembering how 3 Thanksgivings ago I went to Australia and you went and bought a ton of Christmas decorations and decorated my Place in Provo with Jeff R. when y'all were staying there. so thoughtful.
i miss paul's talks with me and walks with me and so many times in high school i came home only to find a note from paul, telling me he stopped by (again) and i wasn't home. he was so caring that way and always made me feel special. i miss paulo. wish i could have gotten another hug. didn't know the last one would be the last one. i would have held him tighter.
the most that i remember about Paul is whenever we seemed to be stuck in a problem he will always bust out saying "Wanna see a Cool trick" JAJAJAJ hillarious....
Today I miss you more than ever! I just want to get one of those wonderful hugs you gave me. I could talk to you about anything...You Care Bear misses you and loves you!!!! :)
What I remember about Paul? I remember just being with him and hanging out and having fun together. He was a like a brother to me and we would talk about everything together whether it was about the church or about girls. Sometimes more about girls than anything else. The one memory I have about Paul was that time we cleaned out Bro and Sis. Granadas garage and we found a Mexican flag. We went to eat at los lupes and he hung the flag in the back of the truck. Were driving to los lupes and Pauls got the window open yelling Viva la mexico. That was such a funny time. So many good times...Paul Ill never forget you bro...I miss you paul
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