Samie.Dot.Kidd.Kidd
Hey.
I'm Samie.
I'm sixteen.
I live in Sutton.
So welcome to my Myspace profile. Unlike many other people, I write actual stuff about me in my "About Me" section. Read it if you like, and at the end there is a comment box which does work, so use it comment me!
The Basics:
My full name is Samantha Christine Kidd. I'll be changing my surname as soon as I can; it relates me to a family, I have no relation or understanding to, it's like a false identity.
I live in Sutton, just outside of Central London, England. I wouldn't honestly recommend Sutton to anyone. I don't like anything about it, and hopefully I can move away from Sutton, and the UK as a whole when I am older.
I'm still in School, which I think is great. I now have this overwhelming desire to learn, and take in as much as I can from School. My GCSE's are coming soon, and with enough passes I want to go on to Sixth Form to further my Studies in Science and History. I want go go into either Forensics, or Politics when I'm older, so hopefully I can do well enough in order to succeed.
I love pretty much all the subjects I do at School. History, Science, English, Business and Media Studies have to be my favourites. I aim to try and pass well in all of those in order to make up for my poor inabilities to do anything worthwhile in Maths.
I also create a lot of music. I play Guitar... Fairly badly, I don't ever expect to become overwhelmingly good at playing the Guitar, but just as long as I can play some basic songs, and happily sing along to them, I'm Happy!.
I also make music under the name of Lyrical MC. It's my lame attempt at trying to Rap. I'm hardly skilled in the department of rapping, although I think I have slightly improved over the years.
Along with all of this I have my Cats. I have two in total, although only one is actually mine. Her name is Jasmine, and although she's only a cat, she's one of my bestest friends. I don't know what I would do if I lost her!
More Stuff About Me:
Free Spirit. Yea, that's me. I'm not one particular "stereotype", or subgroup, and I do not like to classify myself as any one thing. I'm open to anyone, and I've learnt to accept people for their personalities, not what their "stereotype" is. I have a lot to me, which I think is why I am able to get along with soo many types of different people.
I'm often told by many people I'm too this, or not "young" enough. Which I suppose is true. Unlike a lot of people I know, I'm very Politically aware, and fused. People don't tend to understand to why this might be; my answer to this, is that everything that has happened, and is happening, will affect what's going to happen. I take a huge intrest in my future, and Politics is one of my routes, but even if I don't follow it, it will still affect everything I do, and what I do now.
I'm also not a "faithful" or "Religious" person. I used to believe, and was a self proclaimed Christian, I thought it held the answers for me. Then I realised that wasn't so. I actually don't believe in anything as I'm not too sure about the actual existance of life. We can't actually prove we are an actual existance, because we have nothing else to compare it to, which makes the whole idea of our existance and what we live for a whole mystery. Another thing I have never understood is how the Human Species is able to make soo many mistakes, cause soo much hurt, pain and anger, yet get away with it? I also do not know how Religion can "teach" how to lead life so "perfectly", yet every single war that has ever happened has had Religion in part of the cross-fire... It has always failed to make any sense to me.
I can be found on most Social Networking sites, as I love to learn about people, but people who are different from me, but similar in different ways. Yet, in reality, I'm not a sociable person. I like people to an extent, but I find too many people highly annoying, or that I have very little in common with people my own age; I suppose to an extent it's a bad thing, but I would never change myself just so I could have more in common with others. I much prefer my privacy, peace, and a book, as I can sit and read for hours, and be on my own, doing my own thing, a lot happier than I would if I was with other people.
Occassionally I do go out with people. I honestly admit, I'm social enough, and I would like to be, but I find it hard to be. One reason why I don't go out enough is due to things such as Drugs, Alcohol and Stupidity. I want to avoid getting myself into a cycle of self destruction, and I don't like drugs, nor do I ever want to take them. I hardly ever drink, and I've never been totally drunk, that's due to my own trust issues, and the fact I don't trust myself to stay calm, or not fly off of the wall if I was drunk.
I'm also a strong believer in Respect. Respect for yourself, Society, and others will take you a long way, and the best thing about it, is that it's free. So there really is no excuse for anyone to be continuously disrespectful.
I like to think of myself as an "Entity of Calmness". I once was a terribly angry person. I gave up on a lot of things, and I didn't care about anything or anyone. Over the past year, my whole perspective on life, people, and my own future has changed. This I think was due to the fact I became more mentally optimistic. Everything is a lesson, an oppourtunity, and a step closer. Yes, I've been a bit of an idiot in the past, but I've learnt from my mistakes, and I've learnt from the mistakes of others.
My change to optimistic thinking, has also brought me on to conclude, I am myself a Happy person. I'm happy with how things are turning out, the choices I have made with my education, and the choice that I made, to keep myself me. I don't change for anyone, and for too long I believed that I should be changing. For anyone else who contemplates changing yourself for another, you risk loosing yourself to others too. So with that, I'm keep my big arse, and my podge, learn to love it, because it's not going anywhere fast!
The Next Year:
Over the next year, I have a few things I want to do. One of which is to pass my GCSE's in order to continue studying at School.
I always want to get to know the fantastic people I have become friends with this year. In the final year of School, I've only just to go know certain people, and it's the people I don't know enough of, who make me laugh, make my day, and come out with the things which just make me smile for days on end. In a way, I feel stupid for not learning to appreciate different people sooner, but that's just the way it's turned out I suppose.
I also want to get involved with Local Politics, and start to bring around some of the changes, I want to see in the world, or even just to a small part of Society.
I want to become more confident. From there I want to people to be able to meet people and express a lot of me, which I feel I can't talk about, more openly.
To continue to have fun. I strive to enjoy every second that I can, and as long as I am doing what I do best, in an environment that suits me, then I'm happy!
The End.
That's some of me. Believe me, I had to keep this as short as possible. I write a lot of blogs, so feel free to drop in and read them, or just add, me and speak. You never know, what you might learn!
Samie.
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