people and their habits... people alternately fascinate and repulse me;except for this sweety,i wish they still made 'em like her... width="425" height="350">........>
i really wanted to be a preacher, but they frown on drug use, particularly heroin.
Music
Your Taste in Music:
80's Alternative: Highest Influence
90's Alternative: Highest Influence
Alternative Rock: Highest Influence
Classic Rock: Highest Influence
Heavy Metal: Highest Influence
anything with intelligence and soul...Alice in Chains,
Black Sabbath,Radiohead,the ramones,Ministry,Slayer,
The White Stripes,Coldplay,Tom Waits,
David Bowie,Audioslave,Rob Zombie,2 Live Crew,
The Buzzcocks,Pink Floyd,Queensryche,Deftones,
Incubus,Gorillaz,Ben Folds Five,Tool,A Perfect Circle,
Led Zeppelin,Thelonious Monk,Queen,Foo Fighters, Live,Prodigy,Johnny Cash,Marilyn Manson,Aphex Twin,HIM,
The Cure,Edwyn Collins,Six feet Under,Depeche Mode,
Tears for Fears,bjork,Nina Hagen,Obituary,Dresden Dolls,
Placebo,The Cult,Sonic Youth,NewOrder,Evanesence,Bauhaus,
Portishead,Satiate,N.I.N.,Korn,My Chemical Romance,
Slipknot,Type O Negative,The Who,The Killers,DEVO,The Pixies,The Rolling Stones,Megadeth,Leadbelly,Lynard Skynard
John Lee Hooker,Muddy Waters,Sepultura,Mad Season,
Wolfmother,30 Seconds To Mars,Sex Pistols,Black Flag,Velvet Underground,Psychedelic Furs,Sevendust,Soundgarden,Joy Division,Shinedown,Patsy Cline,Skinny Puppy,so many more...
Movies
David Lynch is the best also anything by Robert Altman, David Cronenburg,George Romero,Sam Peckinpaw,Federico Fellini,Werner Herzog...
You Are 60% Weird
You're so weird, you think you're *totally* normal. Right?
But you wig out even the biggest of circus freaks!
if i absolutely must; i guess i kinda need A&E, History Chan., TCM, i like animal planet ever since i found out platypus have a distinct poison that sets off all the pain receptors in your body...
You Are 82% Evil
You're the most evil person you know.
The devil is even a little scared of you!
nothing is true;everything is permitted.-Hassan I Sabbah
Books
Metamorphosis,The Trial,Nausea,Naked Lunch,Being and Nothingness,One flew over the cuckoos nest,The Catcher in the rye,the Bible,The Art of War,Dhalgren,Bartleby,the dictionary, those pamphlets religious fanatics leave behind in bus stations; i don't know, i'd read just about anything ya handed me,then criticize the hell out of it.
my favorite authors' are:Edgar Allen Poe,Franz Kafka,Fyodor Dostoevsky,William S. Burroughs,Jean-Paul Sarte,Paul Bowles,J.D.Salinger,Jack Kerouac,William Shakespear,C.S.Lewis,Tennesee Williams,Ezra Pound,H.P.Lovecraft,Robert Frost,Samuel Beckett,James Joyce,Emily Dickenson,John Milton,Philip K. Dick,Albert Camus,Robert E. Howard...
Heroes
Edgar Allen Poe...H.P.Lovecraft...David Bowie...J.D. Salinger...Hassan I Sabbah...Franz Kafka...William S. Burroughs...Jesus...Satan...anyone who has suffered.
You are social, moderately moody, moderately organized, accommodating, and intellectual, and may prefer a city which matches those traits.
The largest representation of your personality type can be found in the these U.S. cities: Salt Lake City, Oklahoma City, Nashville, Tucson, Phoenix, Memphis, W. Palm Beach, Portland/Salem, Louisville, Cincinnati, San Diego, Los Angeles Area and these international countries/regions Ukraine, South Africa, Greece, Indonesia, Austria, Thailand, Turkey, Philippines, Puerto Rico, Malaysia, Portugal, Japan, Czech Republic, Guam
About me: a major complication in the experience of our freedom is that we must encounter other free beings.
the unity that I have imposed on my consciousness is momentarily shattered when thd Other looks at me and transforms me into the object of his gaze.
i can recover my own selfhood only by looking at him and transforming him into my object.
"Hell is other people."-Jean Paul Sarte
You will never know how much you believe something until it is a matter of life and death. If you think of this world as a place intended simply for our happiness, you find it quite intolerable: think of it as a place of training and correction and its not so bad.
You are The Sun
Happiness, Content, Joy.
The meanings for the Sun are fairly simple and consistent.
Young, healthy, new, fresh. The brain is working, things that were muddled come clear, everything falls into place, and everything seems to go your way.
The Sun is ruled by the Sun, of course. This is the light that comes after the long dark night, Apollo to the Moon's Diana. A positive card, it promises you your day in the sun. Glory, gain, triumph, pleasure, truth, success. As the moon symbolized inspiration from the unconscious, from dreams, this card symbolizes discoveries made fully consciousness and wide awake. You have an understanding and enjoyment of science and math, beautifully constructed music, carefully reasoned philosophy. It is a card of intellect, clarity of mind, and feelings of youthful energy.
For years I bowed my head
for years I took it, all of it--
your insults, your ingratitude...
and worst of all, more degrading than all the rest,
your condescension.
But now, it's over!
Over, do you hear?
Of course, at the moment you're still stronger than I am.
But I don't give a damn for your power
or for your dogs or your police or your inventions!
Prospero, you're a great magician:
you're an old hand at deception.
And you lied to me so much,
about the world, about myself,
that you ended up imposing on me
an image of myself:
underdeveloped, in your words, undercompetent
that's how you made me see myself!
And I hate that image...and it's false!
-Act 3, Scene 5
Une Tempete - Aime' Ce'saire
Your Birthdate: August 2
You're so intuitive, it's like you have a sixth, seventh, and eighth sense.
You connect with others freely and easily - and you tend to have many best friends.
Warm and caring, it's hard for you to close your heart to anyone.
Affection is like air for you - you need to give and receive it to survive.
people need each other like a virus needs a host, or it perishes. i can't believe in the inherant good in people, but i can believe in the undulating selfishness that resides in every living thing.
we put up with each other for the simple fact we need each other. there's no pleasure in having power and fortune if there's no one to validate how great you are;if there's no one to say " I love you because (insert reason)..."then there is no point,is there ?
"United we stand, but divided we fall";we are something much grander when united, but constantly seek out individuality,as though we have the impression, somehow ,that we are our own little gods. even upon achieving this psuedo-godhead (or even coming close) we immediently seek out others to surround us, as though this action would justify what we had to do to get to where we are.
life is nothing more than an addiction.
to have more is to be less.
lostcambion.stumbleupon.com
Who I'd like to meet: God...i tire of this world and it's silly little games. oh, and these dudes.
...and these dudes.
