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Don't Mistake My Hidden Insanity for Strength!
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Don't Mistake My Hidden Insanity for Strength!'s Interests
General
ancient Egyptology, pre-history, evolution, creation of the universe, human behavior, the afterlife, reincarnation, music, rock and roll, anything paranormal, keeping grammar alive and well, in spite of the internet
Music
Television
Just about anything on Discovery, History, or Sci-Fi channels. A&E mysteries
Books
Agatha Christie, Robert Ludlam, Stephen King
I BUY AND SELL MINE AT http://www.AMAZON.COM
Don't Mistake My Hidden Insanity for Strength!'s Schools
Chaparral Career College
Tucson,Arizona
Graduated: 1989
Student status: Alumni
Degree: Associate's Degree
Major: Business Management
Minor: Computerized Accounting
1987 to 1989
Bishop Gorman High School
Las Vegas,Nevada
Graduated: 1972
Student status: Alumni
Degree: High School Diploma
Clubs: Spanish club, '68 to '72, school newspaper
1968 to 1972
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About me: My life is FULL of stories. A myriad of fascinating and almost unbelievable tales fill the time I've spent here in this life. I believe I'm an "old" soul, having come through at least eight times so far. So, as a brief summary, I'll start here. For more details, you'll have to wait 'til I publish my autobiography. The Loni you know is just the tip of the iceberg.
I'm Loni. Loni Roberts-Green to be exact, but even that isn't exactly right. Many people have problems with my name (or names). So do I, but here goes: My given name is Lou Ellyn XXXXXXX (I'm leaving it out because if I wanted to go by that and announce it to the whole world, I would have changed it back after I divorced my first husband. But I didn't. I kept Roberts as the only souvenier from that era. But "Loni" came about because when I was 17, I was tired of people saying, "But Lou is a boy's name!", and always spelling Ellyn with an "e", as the Welsh, my ancestors, did. God, I really wish my mother had left the space out between my first and middle names. My life would have been so much more uncomplicated. My last name was Roberts when I had David, thus (yes, I said thus), that is where he got his last name. Then I married Thomas Green, but since David didn't want me to have a different last name than him (and I totally understood that), I just added my hubby's name to mine and voila, we have Lou Ellyn (Loni) Roberts-Green. (Phew!!!!!)
I am mom to David Roberts, aka Dilbert, aka Random Man, aka Jake Foster, aka who knows what-ever-else, and to Katy Ricci, my daughter, David's half-sister. I had to give Katy up for adoption when she was born to avoid the violence and abuse her father would have wrought on all our lives, if I had kept her. As hard as it was to give her up, I was able to give her adopted mother the same joy I knew of loving a child. Katy's mom is a special woman; I would not have given my child to anyone who was not special. I trusted her to love and care for my daughter, and she did. I made a great choice, and I don't regret it.
David was the answer to my prayers when I begged God for someone to love who would accept my unconditional love and return it in kind at a point in my life when I'd just learned the meaning of betrayal. The man I'd spent eleven years with, to whom I was devoted, and totally in love with (or so I thought at the time) cheated on me and stole my house, trust and naitivity from me. From the time he was born, David and I were the best of friends (most of the time) and his death has affected me and so many other people, it is amazing. He touched the lives of so many people, and he didn't even realize it. He never knew the scope of his influence.
If you wonder where he got his humor, I'll tell you. Me. Yeah, that's right, it was me. He got it from me. He was laughing from two weeks old. I'm glad he shared his humor with so many in this world and that that is what he is remembered for by most. I'm sure he likes being remembered like that, yes, indeedy, I do believe he does.
But, I believe that he was born before his time. You see, I was a single mother by choice at the age of 32. I wanted to love so badly that I created a life, a child, to love. And maybe he wasn't supposed to be born in 1986 when I wanted him. I believe (because he told me just the other day, you see) that NOW is when he was supposed to be born. He told me that God allowed me to have him for those 19 years because God wanted me to know the joy of motherhood and of loving David. And I did. From the bottom of my soul and beyond. But, again, maybe it wasn't the time for him. I forced him into this world, and now he's rejoining it when he should have all along. I wonder what he'll look like. I believe he has or will be re-born (reincarnated) as a male child, but I don't know that for sure. Just a feeling. But you just watch . . . 20 years from now, when an up and coming comedian appears on your visual screen (I doubt they'll have TVs then), look to see if there's a spark in his eye that reminds you just a little of David. You never know; it could very well be him. I'll be looking. Peace out...
Who I'd like to meet: 1. Whomever started those "You-have-to-send-this-back-to-me-AND-to-10-other-people-or-you'll-die-a-horrendous-death-in-four-hours" emails with those cute, sayings, critters, and fluffiness, SO I CAN SLAP 'EM TWICE AND CALL 'EM SUSAN FOR DOING SUCH A DASTARDLY, AGAIN I SAY, DASTARDLY DEED! (Think maybe I hate those kinda emails?) YEP!!!!!!
2. Intelligent people.
3. Wise people.
4. Kind people.
5. Confident people.
6. Angels
7. Sean Connery (just so I can sit and look at him all day and make him say words with eses in them)
8. Pierce Brosnon (just so I can sit and look at him all day)
9. George Clooney (just so I can sit and look at him all day)
10. God.
IF YOU LOVE [[ME]] (as a [[FRIEND]] or more) [[you'll]] read the whole thing. What would [[you]] do if for every moment [[you]] were truly happy there would be [[10]] moments of sadness? What would [[you]] do if [[your best friend]] died tomorrow and [[you]] never got to tell [[them]] how [[you]] felt? So, [[I]] just wanted to say, even if [[I]] never talk to [[you]] again in my life, [[you]] are special to [[me]] and [[you]] have made a difference in [[my]] life. I look up to [[you]], respect [[you]], and truly cherish [[you]]. Send this to all [[your friends]], no matter how often [[you]] talk, or how close [[you]] are, and send it to the [[person]] who sent it to [[you]]. Let [[old friends]] know [[you]] haven't forgotten [[them]], and tell [[new friends]] [[you]] never will. Remember, [[everyone]] needs a [[friend]]. dont ever leave the one [[you]] love for the one [[YOU]] like, because the one [[you]] like will leave [[you]] for the one [[they]] love. tonite [[your]] true love will realize how much [[they]] love [[you]]between 1 and 4 in the morning. tomorrow the shock of [[your]] life will occur if [[you]] break the chain. [[you]] will have bad luck for [[10]] years, if [[you]] don't pass this on to [[15]] people. if [[you]] get this it means the [[person]] who sent it truly cares about [[you]]..."
