"It takes more strength to move on and pretend like everything is okay,as to breaking down and giving up. I might not have much strength left, but I'll fight until I cant anymore and I won't give up on you just yet"
Female
17 years old
my ♥ is in, Louisiana
United States
music movies boys girls writing hair dye handcuffs spikes safety pins tattoos neons scene kids kittens sexy hair erotic lit photography rainbows shaving cream pop tarts don hertzfeld deviantART chocolate cupcakes skaters losers lame-os like me cars vampires ice cream socks guitars nailpolish marching bands ♥cell fone♥ friends coffee(shops) hair clips stickers bandanas paint kisses books torn jeans dark art night time tuners html convertibles beaches feathers old houses freedom blah blah
12 stones ♥
30 seconds to mars ♥
a change of pace ♥
adema ♥
a perfect circle ♥
anti-flag ♥
antoine dufour ♥
apocalyptica ♥
armor for sleep ♥
as i lay dying ♥
atreyu ♥
augustana ♥
a7x ♥
the bloodhound gang ♥
blue man group ♥
blue october ♥
bowling for soup ♥
boys like girls ♥
brand new ♥
breaking benjamin ♥
buckcherry ♥
chevelle ♥
children of bodom ♥
cKy ♥
coheed and cambria ♥
coldplay ♥
combichrist ♥
common rider ♥
cradle of filth ♥
crossfade ♥
daft punk ♥
daniel bedingfield ♥
danny elfman ♥
death by stereo ♥
enigma ♥
enya ♥
evanescense ♥
eve 6
finger eleven ♥
fink ♥
fountains of wayne ♥
fuel ♥
flyleaf ♥
from first to last ♥
funeral for a friend ♥
god forbid ♥
graveworm ♥
gymclass heroes ♥
hatebreed ♥
HIM ♥
hellogoodbye ♥
hollywood undead ♥
jason mraz ♥
jet ♥
john mayer ♥
killswitch engage ♥
klaus badelt ♥
korn ♥
lady sovereign ♥
lamb of god ♥
less than jake ♥
lost prophets ♥
madina lake ♥
manson ♥
maroon 5 ♥
michael buble ♥
mindless self indulgence ♥
mudvayne ♥
muse ♥
nickelback ♥
nightwish ♥
NIN ♥
ok go ♥
P!ATD ♥
plain white t's ♥
puscifer ♥
psychostick ♥
rage against the machine ♥
reel big fish ♥
rise against ♥
saliva ♥
saosin ♥
sevendust ♥
shadows fall ♥
shiny toy guns ♥
sonata arctica ♥
smile empty soul ♥
soilwork ♥
sonic syndicate ♥
soul prophets ♥
stabbing westward ♥
staind ♥
styx ♥
sugarcult ♥
sublime ♥
SOAD ♥
TATU ♥
theory of a deadman ♥
the birthday massacre ♥
the dresden dolls ♥
the fray ♥
the killers ♥
the rasmus ♥
the red jumpsuit apparatus ♥
the used ♥
theory of a deadman ♥
three days grace ♥
tokio hotel ♥
tool ♥
within temptation ♥
and maaaaany more
Movies
13 ghosts
Anything Tim Burton.
Corpse Bride
Nitemare Before Christmas
Eddy SnipSnip
Vincent Price
Sweeney Todd
WAIT i take that back: he did do some creepy shit...
Queen of the Damned
Interview with a Vampire
Phantom of the Opera
RENT
The Craft
Jay and Silent Bob stuff
aaand thats all i can think of for now.
Television
Psych family guy futurama dead zone house south park shinchan that cool show with the people that do those things with the stuff at that one place.
whatever.
tv bores me most of the time
Books
i like vampire books, meg cabot, whatever grabs my attention. fantasy and romance. things that could never really happen......
Heroes
im my own effin hero.
betch.
haha.
People come and go, but those memories last forever.
Maynard James Keenan
Hugh Laurie
Seth McFarlane
Kevin Smith
Jerry Bruckheimer
You.
CAR!SSA - yeah.
Status:
happy.
NOT Here for:
bullshit. liars. hypocrites. fakes.
Orientation:
living and loving <3
Hometown:
here. unfortunately.
Body Type:
you wish you knew.
*Shrugs*:
EXACTLY!
Religion:
wiccan/pastafarian
Sign:
virgo
Smoke / Drink:
no / i wish
Children:
maybe one day
Education:
gets boring as hell
Occupation:
artist
CAR!SSA'S skewlz
Henry Lewis Bourgeois High
Gray, Louisiana
Graduating: class of 2009!
Student status: current :/
Degree: oh i'm workin' on that...
Major: music or art
Clubs: band, tech club prez, losers who play guitar,
you have NO IDEA how amazing it is to go somewhere
and you KNOW that EVERYONE in sight feels the same way about music as you do (unless you are one yourself.)
i also tend to express myself in complex words and phrases, as my blog clearly shows, and i find myself often having to explain the meaning of the words i write. i do write constantly, and you can almost always find me with a pen and a notepad on hand.
i like things that most people don't like.
im myself and no one else.
so suck it.
:]
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1. don't think for ONE SECOND that you can take advantage of me in any way.
you would be highly mistaken.
2. don't play with my emotions. i don't play games and remember, karma is a bitch.
3. don't lie to me. you'll regret it. i promise.
One Day She'll Know♥
♥
"find someone that wants to be with you and won't make you wait.
Someone that treats you how you deserve.
Someone that realizes how truly beautiful you are.
Someone that will love you with no expectations." - Destini
-i've never had a secret admirer.
-i've never been asked out in a completely romantic way.
-no one has ever really and trulyswept me off my feet.
^^^
once upon a time, that statement was true. since then, things have changed, but my promise remains the same.
^^^
i've come to this conclusion:
since no one has ever given me the world,
i want to make it a goal in my life to
STEAL the universe for the one who
captures my soul. and breathes life into my veins.
and THAT is a promise.♥
Who I'd like to meet:
someone i can love that will
love me in the same way.
♥
one day, it'll come...
and when it does, it will have been
worth the wait
♥Extraordinary♥
my jadie ♥
eustace ♥
flurry♥
hayden ♥
mama c♥
mariah ♥
aprel ♥
terry ♥
kevin ♥
amberrr villain♥
joshface ♥
dustin ♥
sarah ♥
tiffy ♥
k-baby ♥
nickynick (cubed)♥
lukiepoo ♥
shauna! ♥
spooky ♥
these are people i'd die (or kill) for. respect them. they deserve it :]
†Lyrics†
all the songs i put on here are added for a legit reason or meaning. so yeah.
The Velorium Camper II: Backend Of Forever
Rocked silent in a soft lullaby
panic stirred me awakened by a ringing phone in time
where and when would I see her?
Crazy were the words that scribbled out your mouth
I stuttered replacing your face to those words
where and when would I kill her?
I'll wish on this, I'll wish with this
I, I'll wish... to the bitter end of my day
Well, where were you?
So you had your turn and you made it work
now I'm the laughing stock of your joke
as crazy as it may seem I cried for you when you
told me to date all of the things that made you end up in my life
and I'll believe anything I have no luck with girls
I overheard that you were unhappy too
misleading toss into a relationship that makes no sense
over and out Connecticut
but you had your back turned there as you faded away
to the end of my day I found out
you weren't worth what I thought of you
what I thought of you
write this down in your diary you abuse
can we make plans can I just get through to you
is this weird...do I scare her?
I'll wish on this, I'll wish with this
I, I'll wish... that you could share the love you'd shared with others, with me
This isn't love so forever let it go...forever let it burn
This isn't love there on the backend of forever
I wish I would never hurt again
857 8955 house number, cell phone is ruined. leave your cell number in a comment so i can call you... because calling my house too late at night is a bad idea, haha. <3
:] i've gotta go cook myself some food and then get ready for work, mehhh. i know, i know, i'm getting ready early, but my sister's coming get me to bring me, so i have to be ready for when she gets here. i'll be on again before i leave, probably. <3
